Four: Truly, Madly, Deeply

Warning: this chapter containsΒ adult-oriented content and disturbing situations. Seriously.

As for the religious references, I’m not trying to defile Christianity in any way, lol. It’s just a story, with viewpoints of a very confused character (Aubrey), who is only looking for something to ‘believe’ in.

Edit: hmmm… with all the views this one is getting already (40++) methinks some are re-reading it. I wonder why? *cough- the sex, cough-cough*


“Aubrey, can you tell me what happened the week of August 18th? After you first saw the… angel?” Dr. Paulison asked.

Images of August 17th faded into darkness, leaving nothing but a tiny distant light. Then Aubrey remembered the following events.

Her shift at the diner ended early. Since the co-worker from hell had been killed, Aubrey’s job was more bearable.

When she found out about Daniela’s murder, Aubrey couldn’t fathom it. Whomever had done it, still hadn’t been caught. There were no fingerprints, no other evidence. It was as though a phantom had taken her life.

Furthermore, samples had been taken of the saliva found on Daniela’s neck. The saliva was proven not to be human, nor any animal they knew of.

Go figure.

Aubrey halted, staring at the beast in front of her.

Fog swirled around it. Aubrey’s heart rate quickened.

WTF? A wolf in Sunset Valley?

For a moment, she wondered if maybe that was the creature who attacked Daniela.

The wolf stared back at her, his countenance menacing. Then it threw its head back and howled.

It loped off, vanishing in the mist.

Long after returning home, Aubrey stepped out onto the balcony.

She was upset because it was nearing three ‘o clock in the morning, and her ‘angel’ hadn’t showed.

Of course, who said he was going to return? He certainly hadn’t. Maybe it was just a one-time deal.

Aubrey sighed. Her longing for him couldn’t be put into words, but was as tangible as the rushing ocean surf.

Then she devised a plan…

A knife clenched in one hand, Aubrey prepared to cut herself… again. Maybe she could make him feel sorry for her again, maybe it was the only way to summon him.

Aubrey knew she was crazy for doing it, but… just… couldn’t… help… herself.

She needed to see him so badly.

But it didn’t work. He never came. And the next day, he never came; nor the next, or the next, or the next.

Aubrey began cutting herself on non-visible places, such as her upper thighs and stomach. No cut was deep, just barely enough to bleed. Either way, she didn’t need people to start asking questions.

Finally, on the seventh day, she prayed again. A scant amount of blood trickled down her stomach.

Aubrey collapsed into bed, hoping this seventh night would be her lucky night.

It was, but not in the way she’d planned.

Vaclav slipped through the door and onto Aubrey’s bed. He rose above her.

“Stop fucking cutting yourself!” he raged, hovering above her in a threatening stance as though unsure whether to attack.

Aubrey glimpsed him and screamed.

Her screams were cut off by his hand. Then he pulled her over and pounced on top, slamming his hands against the wall.

“Don’t scream,” he ordered. “I won’t hurt you!”

“O—okay,” she said. The anxiety that squeezed her heart lessened its grip; slightly.

He leapt from the bed. “Get up,” he said.

Aubrey swung her legs over the side. Then Vaclav thrustΒ one arm around her and backed her against the wall.

“Do you have any idea how lucky you are just to be alive?” he said, his voice a hushed whisper. “Stop the cutting.”

Aubrey gazed at him, completely smitten. It was as though she’d lost her mind. Actually, she knew she’d lost her mind… a long time ago.

“Okay, I’ll stop,” she said. I’d do anything for you.

Vaclav withdrew, and rushed toward the patio doors.

“Wait. Please don’t go,” she pleaded.

He paused as she caught up with him.

“Please,” she said touching his back and shoulder. “Spend the night with me.”

He spun around. “Aubrey, I lied to you,” he said.

He grasped her hand.

“What do you mean?” she asked.

“You know what I mean. I’m not an angel.”

“Yes. Yes you are an angel. You healed me and everything, that’s not something just anyone could do. That was a miracle!”

“No, it wasn’t a miracle. I’m able to do that because my powers have evolved over the last few hundred years,” he explained. “I watched you pray in your bedroom, then watched you cut yourself. I know you asked for an angel.”

“I’m not who, or what you think I am.”

His hand slipped from hers.

Aubrey stared at him, disbelieving he was anything but an angel; her savior.Β  She thought of the wounds on her belly, and how they stung.

Aubrey removed the wrap from her hair, and then slipped off her nightshirt.

…exposing her cuts.

“What are you doing?” he asked, his eyes darting between her face and her body.

“I want you to heal these cuts,” she said. “They—they hurt.”

He gazed at her, obviously unsure of what to do.

But then he knelt down…

Vaclav brushed his lips around the area, and slid his tongue across the wounds.

It was different from what he did the last time. This time it seemed like… he was savoring her or something. But then he attached his lips to her skin and gently sucked the blood. It kinda tickled, but there were other things she felt…

As he continued to knead her stomach with his mouth, Aubrey stifled feelings of desire. It was like trying to hold back a flood by using a toothpick as a barrier.

He stood up and said, “I really have to leave now. It’s almost dawn.”

“Not for another couple hours,” she said.

Aubrey looked down and watched as the skin grew over the wounds, leaving two faint lines.

Of course you’re an angel, she thought. I’ll never believe otherwise.

“Will you at least stay with me until I fall asleep? I feel safer with you here,” she said.

“What are you afraid of?” he asked.

“Everything; including myself.”

“Are you afraid of vampires?” he asked.

It was the oddest question ever. Why the hell would he ask that? she wondered.

“I don’t know what you mean. Just—please stay with me a while longer,” she said.

Aubrey gazed at him, her eyes beseeching.

He joined her on the bed. Afterward, Aubrey began to doze off. A cloak of serenity enveloped her, just knowing he was there…

Then she awakened. Fingertips, like small cubes of ice, brushed against her thigh.

Her eyes opened.

Vaclav jerked away, as though he’d touched a flame.

In that moment, his eyes looked creepy; and for the first time, he didn’t look like an angel.

Gradually, his hand migrated backΒ to her. His fingers caressed her flesh, his eyes penetrating like knives.

Why are you doing that? she wanted to ask, but the words lay trapped in her throat, like that lump of excitement she felt.

He rose up.

Then braced himself on one arm as he mounted her.

Aubrey stared up at him, wondering when she’d wake up from the fabulous dream, wondering when her angelic prince would vanish uponΒ thatΒ awakening.

Instead of vanishing, he drew near…

until his lips touched hers. Only for a second, he withdrew as though wondering what the hell he was doing. But he quickly recovered…

as he dipped down to kiss her with a vengeance,Β trailing quick kisses all over her jaw and down to her neck.

Aubrey gasped in pleasure. His scent was reminiscent of lavender, delicious like the taste of his lips. His tongue glided into her mouth, colliding with her own. Faintly, she tasted blood as her tongue scraped across his teeth. His very… sharp teeth. It didn’t matter, for there was no going back now.

Vaclav pulled down his slacks, and Aubrey looked away. She closed her eyes and he removed her underwear. He removed everything as though in slow motion, nothing seemed urgent.

Yet, everything was happening too fast…

Then another fleetingΒ thought occurred to her: Am I a horribleΒ sinner for doing this?

That thought wasΒ soon lost, however…

…along with Aubrey’s virginity.

Of course, it hurt quite a bit.

She stared at the full moon beyond the doors, distracting herself from the pain.

A few minutes passed, and it wasn’t so bad.

Aubrey gazed up at him, seeing the pleasure on his face. His skin, his mouth,Β his entire body was cold. She stifled a chill. But when he kissed her, all that coldness disappeared and was replaced by a heightened warmth; a warmth within her own body.

As the minutes elapsed, his movements seemed to cause a strange eruption in her body. She grasped the bed sheet, nearly pulling it off. She’d never felt anything like it.

Vaclav continued making love to her.

“I… love… you… Vaclav,” Aubrey moaned.

He said nothing.

When morning came, Aubrey found herself alone.

Vaclav was gone.

She stumbled into the bathroom, eyeing herself in the mirror.

Two rose-colored hickeys marred her neck. But what was strange, were the tiny bite marks mingled with the discoloration. In the heat of the moment, she remembered him sucking her neck but not biting her. Maybe she was feeling too good to notice?

‘Are you afraid of vampires?‘ Vaclav had asked, his handsome voice echoing in her conscience. Aubrey ignored that voice, choosing to believe in a moreΒ divine explanation… although she knew angels weren’t known for biting; nor having sex.

And then five weeks later, she found out about the pregnancy.

As the nurse did the ultrasound, a storm of thoughts passed through Aubrey’s mind.

I know there are so many parents who think their child is an amazing, special creation. But this child, this child is truly different. This baby will be the most special, most amazing child of all… I know it deeply in my heart. For this child is the spawn of an angel; a celestial being from heaven above.

I know it… I know it…

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Chapter 5 coming next week. Thanks for reading. β™₯



159 Responses to “Four…”

  1. Oooohhhh, I didn’t think vampires could have babies lol πŸ™‚

    Another great chapter, it cheered me up, I haven’t been feeling too well the past few days. I have had really bad pains in my belly and side, I’ve got the doctors later, not looking forward to it 😦

    • That’s what my vampire expert daughter told me too. πŸ™‚ lol. But always in my stories, they are quite fertile, hahaha!!! πŸ˜› I know that their hearts aren’t supposed to beat so they can’t get *ahem* hard ons, lol. But magically, my vamps do. πŸ˜€ Yes, I’m still pervy as always.

      Hey glad it cheered you up Kim. I’m really sorry you haven’t been well, I sure hope everything’s okay! 😦 let me know later or something! Gah, I hate doctors. Good luck Kim, and thanks for the nice comments.

      • Well I suppose it doesn’t hurt to have the odd one or two that can get *ahem* hard ons lol, I know I wouldn’t mind hehe πŸ˜›

        The doctors just said that one of my back bones has moved up trapping my nerves, there isn’t much I can do to help it either, just take painillers. Hopefully it will correct itself sooner rather than later πŸ™‚

      • hahaha πŸ˜› I don’t think I’d mind either πŸ˜€

        It almost sounds like a slipped disc, or that’s what they call it in the US. Of course that might not really be what it is… but anyhow, I sure hope it gets better. 😦

        Maybe they’ll give you some ‘good’ painkillers at least.

        I hope it does as well. πŸ™‚ GL with it, and hope you feel better soon! πŸ™‚

  2. Hey awesome chapter like always.

  3. this was pretty cool you same old AWSOME writing

  4. They just said it was a trapped nerve and if it got worse to just go back and see them again and they will take it from there. They didn’t give me anything to help either, so I’m stuck taking Ibuprofen and paracetamol every two hours, and even then it only eases it a little 😦
    I won’t be able to comment on you next chapter for a while because I go away again tomorrow until the 25th lol. My next chapter will be out then, it’s all written up I just have to take the pictures. πŸ™‚

    • Ugh, I’m so sorry. 😦 I’ve heard of the Ibuprofen, but not the paracetamol. It’s not fun to be in pain… at all. Those drugs only help a little?? WTF?? Sounds like crappy drugs then! Sorry about that. 😦

      I understand, np. The next chap won’t be up until the 22nd, anyhow, just a few days before you get back. I didn’t know you wrote it out first, then took pics. That’s interesting! I do it the opposite, take pics first and then write, lol. πŸ™‚ anyhow, I can’t wait to read your next chap!

      BTW, did you know that the mods perma-banned Hippie Dippie on the forums? She’s like one of the nicest ones on there. Yet, they won’t touch Jarsie. That pissed me off when I found out. I hate that site anymore. 😦

      Anyhow, I hope your pain gets better very soon.

      • Paracetamol is rubbish lol πŸ™‚

        Yeah I write out my chapter and make sure that it contains what I want to happen then I go into game with my written out list (lol) and take the pictures needed for that chapter. I find it so much easier πŸ™‚

        No I didn’t know, that would explain why I haven’t seen her around very much lately. Jarsie should have been banned by now and never let back onto the site, she is just a bitch. πŸ™‚

      • well that sucks. 😑 make your Dr. get you some decent painkillers *cough Vicodin cough*. They sounds like quacks, not much different than the docs in the US.

        That’s a good idea, for sure. Sounds a lot easier that way! I just got used to taking the pics first, but it was so hard as first. :/

        I just heard about it yesterday. They banned her for something incredibly minor, while never doing shit to Jarsie. Got me mad all over again, lol. But I think Hippie Dippie signed up another account, so that’s good. πŸ™‚ Yes, Jarsie is a bitch.

        I need to take a long break from the internet (besides writing my stories of course, lol, and keeping up with legacy/story blogs) too much drama going on and lately I tend to stick my nose in where it doesn’t belong. I think I need to stop that now, plus it just makes me angry (like the thing with Jarsie) and it’s not worth it.

  5. I loved this! Lovely provocative pictures and very very nice writing. πŸ™‚ I admit – I may come back to reread it for the sex, lol. Thinking of writing a fairly hardcore scene for a story I’m working on (not one currently being published on the blog) and you do it so well that I will be seeing what I can learn from you. πŸ™‚

    • hi Medleymisty! πŸ˜€ thank you! as far as the writing goes, I try, lol. I do like doing the pics (for the most part). Nothing wrong with rereading it for the sex parts πŸ˜€ πŸ˜› I do that, and it’s my own dang story. hehe. >_>

      Oh, thank you for that awesome compliment! Can’t help but blush over that, as you are a truly great writer! πŸ˜€ You know what I’ve wanted to do since my first story? Make a really naughty spin-off type, short story and post it on Sexy, hehe. Anyhow, good luck with the erotic scene in your story! πŸ™‚


  6. Awww, now I’m blushing!

    Whoa, you’ve been busy! Gotta let me know on VSS when you update, man! πŸ˜‰ Will get caught up tomorrow – is bed time now.

    • lolz. ^.^ but it’s true, you are a great writer. πŸ™‚

      Oh, I’m sorry… lol. I try to update on all the forums, etc., but I forget… πŸ˜› I promise I will from now on! πŸ˜€ Thanks for reading my stuff, and glad ya like it! πŸ™‚ lol, that’s what I need to do, go to bed. Insomnia sucks. 😦 πŸ˜›

  7. Yum. If Aubrey doesn’t keep this kid, I will barge through this screen and kill her. >:)

  8. Um… never mind about the comment below. Hahaha… I’m stupid.

    • No you’re not stupid! πŸ˜› It’s easy to forget that a scene is happening in the past, esp. when it lasts a few chapters, lol.


  9. Another great chapter! Steamy indeed! Mmm Vaclav is pretty well defined – I wonder if all those muscles are CC because I swear EA didn’t make them that good. hehe Oh, and about vampires having babies – my parents ask me that all the time when I tell them about the fourth Twilight. And I mean, really, how does that work? Blood has to be flowing…hahaha Anyway, another great chapter, can’t wait to read more! *goes to do so*

    • Thanks TenderWolf! mmm very steamy, lol. Oh and yeah, V. is definitely hot. It’s so weird going back to this chapter though, when he wasn’t yet an official vampire (lack of the EP) O_O he’s pretty cute as a ‘mortal’ though. Oh YES all those muscles are CC. That’s the Peggy skins. some peeps don’t like ’em because they look too painted on or something. Not me, I really love those skins! I suppose they could be a little less shiny, but yeah.

      hahahahaha I know it! yeah blood has to get down there. I guess in some lore vamps could have a heart beat, just a very SLOW hearbeat and then it could almost be possible. But anyhow, you just gotta think of it this way: it’s MAGIC!! lol

      Magical erections FTW. >_> sorry I couldn’t resist…

      Seriously, thanks again for all your awesome comments TenderWolf. πŸ™‚ *hugs*

  10. Wow amazing. I just started reading your story and I’m addicted. Tell me though, where did you get that ultrasound machine? O.O It’s so cool!

    • Hey Spongey, hehe I’ve see you on Jed’s Spellbound story blog. πŸ˜€
      *waves* Anyhow, thank you so very much!! Glad you really like it so far! It gets better later. That wasn’t really an ultrasound machine, I just cut/pasted an ultrasound image to a computer that’s already in the game. I’ve searched and searched for a sonogram machine, but they never made one for Sims 3, at least not one that I could find. So I’ve always had to do pics like that the hard way. 😦

      Thank you again, I really appreciate you giving my story a chance! ^_^

      edit: thank you for putting Bloodlust on your blogroll! I returned the fave (not that my blog will help much, since you already have 95,000 views or something anyway haha) πŸ˜† Also, I like your avie, teheeee.

      • You know? I had a feeling you were going to tell me it was photoshopped. I, myself, have been trying to find one as well. It would just look so cool, wouldn’t it?? πŸ™‚

        Hey, no sweat! I really enjoy vampire stories anyways, and yours is very well done!! Got me sucked in… no pun intended XD Oh yeah, well I have to let others know how great it is πŸ˜‰ Teehee thank you! :3 Hey it’s not my blog will help much either, you have 70,000 views! πŸ™‚ Congrats on hitting that by the way.

        Ha ha, yeah, you’ll see me around Jed’s blog a lot. We’ve became really close friends πŸ™‚ You like? ;D Jed says he gets confused sometimes cause he sees his simself XD

        – Jax

      • yep, just a photoshopped pic. So you’ve been trying to find one too? It’s really annoying that they don’t have any for download. There’s like this huge hospital set at Mod the Sims, but yet an ultrasound machine was never included with it. Go figure. And yeah, it would look excellent in hospital scenes where the sim is preggers. πŸ˜€

        Aww, well thank you!! So glad my story ‘sucked’ you in, haha. Yeah, I know what you mean. :p You don’t have to spread the word about it, hell I’ve already got 9 views today just from your blog! So thank you, I’ve really gotten a crap load of views thanks to you. O_O I feel like gifting you something on the forums, if you have an account there. If you do, please let me know what it is and I’ll send you something. I don’t have a ton of simpoints left (about 200) but it’s enough for something small.

        Again, I really really appreciate you putting my blog on your blog roll. I’ve received maybe 100 extra views today thanks to that. πŸ˜€
        Thank you for being so sweet! And thanks for the congrats! It is pretty cool to have made it to 70,000. I don’t think I would’ve made it today if it hadn’t been for all the hits from your blog. Congrats to you for almost making it to 100,000! That’s almost unheard of for a story blog! ^_^ I think I’ve only known of one or two other story blogs that made that many hits. But that’s it. O_O

        Yes I’ve seen you around Jed’s blog. He has some great stories as well. I’ve read some of his legacy and all of Spellbound. Jed is really nice.

        Of course I like the avie! It’s totally cute. ^^

        Thank you again, Jax! I will check out your story soon too. πŸ™‚

      • Yeah, but I could have wishful thinking right? Just thought I’d ask to see if you actually found one. Looks real enough, so great job! πŸ˜€ I KNOW! I have that set downloaded cause I needed it for part of my blog before. It worked great, but I had to improvise with the ultrasound. Just a lady at a screen saying she gave her an ‘ultrasound.’

        Hahaha, it’s cheesy, but it’s the only thing I could think of xP Your story really is awesome though. I’m a slow reader though, so bare with me if it takes me 900 years to catch up!! hahahah

        Wow really? You got a whole bunch from my blog? Huh, I didn’t even know that. You know when I added you? Like two days ago XD hahaha. I was cleaning up my list (adding new stories, taking away outdated ones) It’s a pain to see people stop their legacies and stories isn’t it? I hate to take people off the list, but… if they don’t update for 6 months… XD lol

        Awwww! I mean if you want to, that’s totally up to you. My name is Spongeb0b on the sims 3 site πŸ™‚ You don’t have to though. I only added you because I love your story ^_^ No problem Jen, it was my pleasure!! πŸ™‚ N’aww, well I try to be friendly πŸ˜€ Tis’ true, not many blogs have made it that far. I guess we’re just the lucky ones, eh? πŸ˜‰ It’s funny too, cause Rained is my first story blog ever.

        Yeah I started reading his legacy, then later on he announced Spellbound and he just hooked me into it! I love both his blogs. Yeaaaah, Jed’s a great friend, we talk like almost everyday XD
        Well, thank you! I always try to have a cute little avvie to match the current generation I’m in :3
        Aw, thanks! I’d love to hear what you think of my little ol’ blog πŸ™‚


      • I know. Me too. I still don’t understand why no one has made one…? There was an ultrasound machine on Sims 2, so I just took it for granted they’d have one on Sims 3 as well. :/ Aww, thank you! I try to do a decent job at editing pics… lol sometimes my efforts don’t pay off. So you have that set too? Probably a ton of simmers too. Really comes in handy for stories, but it sucks having to improvise. 😦 I’ve had to edit sooo many pictures due to not having that one piece of cc.

        No, it wasn’t cheesy or anything! Not at all. What’s cheesy are some of the scenes in Bloodlust. πŸ˜› Thank you again, I really appreciate the compliments about my story. ^_^ LOL that’s okay, just take however much time you need. I know you have your own legacy to write too.

        Seriously! Maybe I just didn’t notice the x-tra views until yesterday. IDK, but that’s weird. I swear I have a ton more views though. Like this morning I already have 227 views, and it’s only 8:30 am where I live. It’s very very rare for me to have that many views, at least this early in the day, and yesterday I had a total of over 400. Normally the most I’d get would be 300 (which is only after I publish a new chapter). But I know what you mean about cleaning up your list… in fact I debated about doing that just yesterday. I also hate deleting sites from my list, makes me feel guilty, even if they haven’t updated in a year. There’s one legacy on my list that hasn’t updated in a long time, but she’s supposed to be back early next year to resume it. She was due to have a baby in October, I think.

        hehe thanks for giving me your S3 name. I take it you like Spongebob, haha. We used to watch that all the time, and my daughter got addicted to it for a while. Anyhow, I requested you as a friend on there, and gave you a few gifts. Hope you like! And it’s no problem. I just really appreciate the extra views, and you seem like such a nice person. πŸ™‚ I was going to gift Jed in the past, but I don’t think he had a wishlist. Seems like every time I wanted to gift someone, either they didn’t have a wishlist, or the only items on their wishlist were sets. You had a variety, so that was really easy. :p But yeah, not many blogs have made it that far. I think there’s a lot of different reasons for it. Some people give up when they don’t get views (I started out with 1 reader on my first story Riverview haha, but never gave up). The key to views is not to give up, not to stop writing (not saying I’ve never been tempted to stop writing Bloodlust on rare occasions) and to give it time, and to also keep improving on writing/pictures. Well, at least that’s my opinion. πŸ˜› I think some of the younger people expect to get tons of views overnight… obviously you’re not one of them. You’ve worked hard to get where you are. Those are usually the most popular stories, the ones who’ve worked hard at it. And yes, luck does have a little to do with it too.

        sorry to ramble! Anyhow, so Rained is your first story blog? That’s great. Haven’t started reading it yet, but the writing must be really good from the beginning. You’ve probably worked really hard on promoting it too. I’ve never really put in a lot of work in promotion, to be honest.

        Yes Jed is an amazing writer! I haven’t had time yet, but I also need to read further in his legacy. Yes he is a really sweet guy. ^^
        That’s awesome that y’all talk every day. He’d probably be horrified to know that we’re ‘talking’ about him on here though… πŸ˜†

        You’re certainly welcome! I need to change my avie. Too plain! And it’s no problem, I will check it out asap! <33 I bet it's awesome!

        ~Robin (that's my real name, jenssims was just a silly pseudo that I quickly came up with almost 2 yrs ago). πŸ˜€

      • I know! You make a whole hospital kit, and then you just leave out a very key object? Come onnnnn. Really? See when I had sims 2 I was younger, and I only liked to just play it. When I got sims 3 in 2010, that’s when I became interested in legacies and story writing. They seemed like fun. Yeah, it does suck! I agree!

        Ha ha, well I thought so, but okay ;P Ha ha ha, well what I read… which I think is like 10 chapters, I haven’t seen as cheesy pictures. They’re actually quite amazing O.O No problemo! πŸ™‚ Ha ha yeah, I do, plus I read like SO many legacies XD People always coming to me “Can you check mine out?” *sigh* I have to, you never know! It could be the beginning of a really cool story πŸ™‚ Then I get sucked into theirs too XD

        No, I’m not saying it’s not because of the blog, I’m saying just WOW because only 3 days now, and it’s giving you views πŸ™‚ Glad I could help, without even knowing otherwise!! Ha ha. My norm everyday is about 350-450, and when I release a chapter I can go two days with getting anywhere from 550-750. It all depends. You feel bad too?? See! I’m not the only one. Like “Well, this guy updates… 4 months ago… maybe he’ll come back” XD I try to think on the positive, but honestly after a while I have to take off the non-updaters and make room for people who actually take time to write their stories. πŸ™‚ Well, having a baby is a great excuse XD I’d leave her on. πŸ™‚

        Well, when I was a kid Spongebob was ‘my show’. I use to watch it all the time. It just sort of stuck with me, plus my friend gave me the nickname ‘Spongey’ 4 years ago. No one calls me that except my dad on really rare occasions (lol) but I like using it for usernames πŸ™‚ Easy to remember. And as for those gifts!!!! Oh my gosh! You shouldn’t have!! Robin, that’s just so sweet of you!!! I saw my gifts and it read ‘4’! I was like “AWWWWW!” hahaha. ❀ Thanks again!! Yeah, I had all those little wishlist items on there from like last year or something XD Hahahaha. It was so long ago, that I had to delete the ultra lounge set from the list!! XD That's an outdated set… Yeah, such very good advice to give to people πŸ™‚ I know, a lot of people do tend to give up or want to give up, but just keep pressing on and sure enough you'll make it πŸ™‚ I know, I was going to gift him a while ago, but I didn't know what he wanted or his username at the time xD It's different from his wordpress one. But I found him, and he added like 3 things to his list, and I gave him those boy panys with the half pant leg rolled up. He was all happy, which made me happy. Speaking of, thank you AGAIN!!! πŸ˜€ hahahaha ❀

        No problem, I ramble too XD Yeah it's my first story blog. Wellll… I was re-reading my blog two nights ago, and I think I do better now, than then. I was just starting out, so I have mistakes and things could have been written differently. You know, everyone starts somewhere. πŸ™‚ People do say they like my story lines though. I always make it different every generation. I promoted when I first started it back in march, (can't believe I'm creeping up on a year!!) then after that I just let people find me. πŸ™‚ I'm sure I'm out there somewhere XD haha. So to say, me neither. I've never really promoted it as much as I could or should have.

        Yeah, your going to love the Huckleberry's. Wait until you get up to Sebie's generation, he's SO funny! πŸ˜€ Yeah, he really is. Hahahahaha, if he saw this he'd probably give the "o.O" face. I'll just tell him I talked about him ;P I tease him all the time, we bust each others chops XD It's fun. :3

        N'awww well thank you very much πŸ™‚ I'd love to see what kind of Avvie you come up with, with your awesome photoshop skillz. I'm terrible at photoshop XD I just use picnik and call it a day xD Aww, well I sure hope you like it. It gets better as time goes on XD And around generation 2, I get a new computer so my graphics look 100 times better hahaha.

        (Sorry for calling you Jen! Just seemed like that was your name. Heheheh)

      • *ANY cheesy pictures!

        I haven’t seen any… not as many XD hahahah TERRIBLE typo. So sorry.


      • hey, I will get back here to reply, sorry it’s taking a while! I had to reply to chapter 85’s comments and a few others.


      • Ha ha that’s fine. I did write an essay as a reply anyways. Sorry for the walls of text. I just can’t help it. When I find someone fun to talk with, I have a hard time weaning myself from continuing the conversation.

        See? I’m even a creeper, still lurking your blog πŸ˜› I’m just so addicted to your story now. Heheheh :3

      • I’m baaaaaaaaaaaaack. Aww, well your reply was long, but mine get that way too! πŸ˜› It’s no problem, it doesn’t bother me or anything. I’m not that much of an OCD type! (I am a little but not when it comes to things like that, I’m more OCD about my own writing or when I can’t center stupid asterisks!). I’m glad you’re having fun chatting with me! Again, you seem like such an awesome and nice person. Seriously. Not that anyone else on here ISN’T nice, of course. You know what I mean.

        hahahaha, shoot I’m glad you’re addicted to my story. πŸ˜€ Thank you for giving it a chance!

        Oh, and about your comment regarding the typo, no worries. Everybody does it at some point!

        Now with my next comment I shall reply to your longer reply! ^^

      • πŸ˜† sounds funny when you ‘say’ it like that. I know creators work hard on their stuff but it’s still a little nonsensical to leave out such an important part of Simming (things to do with pregnancy)! You’re pretty much like me. I played the crap out of Sims 2 mostly, and finally started story writing with it around 2007, then played it again. But with Sims 3, I mostly use it to write stories with. I never really got addicted to it like I did Sims 2, I mean the actual ‘playing’ part. Anyhow, yeah it gets really old having to carefully edit pictures whenever your sim needs to get a sonogram. πŸ˜†

        Awwww thank you! I did go back through most of the story and edit the writing and some of the pictures. That was a couple days ago. So weird that not long after that you found my blog! I also had this one picture around chapter 22 that I took out. LOL I didn’t do a very good job at photoshopping that one… anyhow, so you get that too? Folks asking you to check out your legacy? To be honest, I used to not care at first, but now it’s starting to annoy me… especially if that’s the only time they’ll comment is to throw this in: ‘love your story! Can you check out mine??’. It gets old. And then I read their legacy, take the time to comment, etc., and then they ask me to read their OTHER legacy! O_O It’s never good enough. The latest ones to do this are now on my spam list. I hate to do that, but I’m finally fed up with it. :/ It’s considered rude to ask in the first place, really. A lot of these people just know how popular you are, and they want to ride on your coat tails. They don’t want to put in the hard work of getting readers, they want someone else to do it for them. *shrugs* I hate to say that, I’m not trying to be mean but it’s true.

        heck yes your blog is giving me tons of views! It’s crazy, really. I think I’ve had 1000 views in just a couple of days or so. Normally it takes about a week to reach the next 1000 views. 😯 Well thank you again, and that really explains a LOT, that your daily average is 400. Mine is 100-200. LOL. You just get a lot more views than I do. πŸ˜› I can’t wait to check out your legacy/story, it must be excellent to get that many views! πŸ˜€ Right now my plate’s full with reading stories, but I will get to it! As for cleaning out the blog list, oh heck yes I feel bad about it. Once woman’s blog I waited maybe a year or so before deleting it. 😦 hated it, she was soooo nice and she just disappeared from the sims community…. sometimes I wonder what happened to her. On the other hand, there’s others I don’t feel so badly about, because I didn’t ‘know’ them that well anyhow. Like you said, it’s pointless to keep a blog on there if they haven’t bothered to update in forever. Also like you said, it makes sense to make room for the ones who take time to update their stories. Haha, yes having a baby is a great excuse. I’d probably wait 2 years before ever taking down her blog. πŸ˜†

      • Had to split up my reply. Sometimes WordPress likes to screw up my long comments… hehe Spongebob is awesome. Like I said my youngest got addicted to watching it again, after they put the episodes on Netflix. Funny stuff! LOL @ ‘Spongey’! When my kids were really little, they used to call it ‘Bobbob’ instead of Spongebob. :p haha, your dad sometimes calls you Spongey? That’s so cute! And true, it’s easy to remember. Aww, you’re welcome about the gifts. That’s why you deserve them (not just because you put my blog on your list) but because you are a genuinely nice person. ^_^
        Again, you are certainly welcome. It’s really the least I could do. ❀ And it's nice to know there's real, genuinely sweet simmers like you out there. Anyhow, WHAT?!! You had stuff on there from LAST year? Why the hell didn't anyone gift them to you before now?? Sorry but that irks me… seems like a lot of simmers would rather gift forum trolls and a-holes than the people who actually deserve to be gifted. UGH. Now I want to gift you again, lol. Have to get more simpoints though. ^^ And you're welcome again, you truly deserve it. I don't gift too many people, but I have on a few occasions. There was only one time I gifted someone, then realized afterward that they didn't really deserve to be gifted. *shrugs* It was a really popular simmer and I don't think she even bothered to thank me for gifting her two items worth 200 simpoints (though she thanked other people for gifting her bigger stuff, lolzers). So now I'm more careful in who I gift. So Jed did add stuff to his list? Well now I feel bad. I honestly thought he didn't have a wishlist. Or maybe he did, and I just didn't have the simpoints at the time. 😦 LOL I think his username on there was sushifan or something like that.

        But yeah, if one keeps writing and doesn't give up, eventually it'll happen. It does help to promote sometimes. I really don't like promoting, to be honest. That's why I rarely do it. That is awesome that you don't promote much but still get tons of readers! I think promoting is for the birds, lol. Especially if you try to promote on the S3 forums, in the stories section… if your story is new, you have to bump it every 3 minutes to try and get a reply…

        Oh, I know what you mean. Like, I misused semi-colons *headdesk* and I've corrected some of them, but not all. But I'm glad I'm not the only one who rambles, haha. Now I know my reply is outrageously long…. I'm sure your writing's fine. You should've seen mine whenever I was just starting out. Which Riverview (my first) could be edited quite a bit too. XD I just hate re-reading my earlier stuff and finding things I don't like about it. UGH. As for your legacy, it really sounds good. πŸ™‚ haha, my story is 15 months old. :p Congrats to you for almost making it to a year. Sometimes I get tired of writing my own story… how do you stay interested in writing yours? I just feel like at times, I get burned out. Then again, it always helps to change up the storyline quite a bit, and to do flash forwards.

        I think I read the first few chapters of the Huckleberry's and just loved it. Just hard to find time to continue reading when I have other stories to read, plus my own story to keep updated. I find that if I do my chapters constantly, they turn out better than if I take a break from it… but at the same time I risk getting burned out. But anyhow, I will continue reading his legacy at some point. LOL, I know, the 'O_o' face indeed! πŸ˜† so funny! It is fun to tease others if you're really close friends with them, so I know what you mean about that!

        Aw, you're welcome!! πŸ˜€ Maybe one of these days I'll have time to change my avie. First I have to figure out how to do it! I'm sure it's just a matter of uploading a pic, though. And thank you, I hope it'll look good. Well I'm not the best at photo shop either. I don't even use photo shop technically, I use GIMP and other free stuff. I won't pay $$$ for photo shop. Nothing wrong with picnik, I've used it a few times in the past. In fact I wouldn't mind trying it out again sometime. Sounds like my stories, where it gets better as it goes on. XD I'm sure it's an awesome story. And don't worry, I'm not the annoying type to nit-pick at everything about a story.

        haha, that's funny. Glad you got a new computer around gen 2! Whenever I was doing my first story, the same thing happened to me. I had to get a new laptop, and the pics ended up being so much better looking! O_O Now I'd love to get another new lappy… but have to wait. 😦

        Aww, that's okay, no problem. I let people believe that was my real name forever, because I used to be paranoid about using my real name. Not like that anymore, obviously! πŸ˜› Hell, now I don't care.


        Don't feel like you have to reply to this! I know it's entirely too long! πŸ˜†

      • Yeah, I know, but come on! Something like an ultra sound machine would be great. Even if it was just a picture on a monitor! Anything to save people from having to edit it so carefully! Yeah, I knew other people were like that, me not being the only one πŸ˜‰ Sims 2 was mainly about playing because you honestly couldn’t make much of a story. Sims 3 opened up a new area for story telling, there is like no limit to the things you can do! Well there is, but, you can do a lot still :3

        Your so very welcome! πŸ™‚ Yeah it is pretty weird that not too long after I found it. Ha ha. Yeah, lots of people are always asking me to add them to my list or reading my story. I don’t mind reading peoples stories, but yes, I’ll admit, it really does annoy me after awhile. I’ve had this one person ask me to read one, then read another, then another! I was like, ‘That’s it, I’m not reading any of them!’ I couldn’t take all of that. I felt like I was being pressured into reading her stuff. Yeah, I only have one person on my spam list because WOW this girl? Insane. I’m sorry, but she was. Even ask Jed, he knows ALL about her. Then just today she went over her cousins house JUST to comment again. She says one bad thing, and I swear I’ll have Jed block that IP address as well. I gave him full access to my blog, cause he helps me out with areas I’m slow at XD. Exactly! They’re just using us to get views and readers. Like we didn’t wait months and months to get where we are! *rant* Lol. Yeah, I know you’re not, and I’m not either. But it is what it is.

        Really? Wow. That’s so cool. I noticed that too! I just wanted to see, and I looked at the date I commented about you hitting 70k then I looked at the date when you hit 71k and it was like 2 days O.O So good going! πŸ˜€ Yeah my bad days are like… uhhh, I would say 250. That’s a bad day for me, my blog being very dead. I just released a new chapter and I’m cloising in on 600 views already. It’s always like that for me. Honestly, yours should be getting about that much or more every chapter! You def. deserve it πŸ™‚ LOL the more you say it’s excellent the more I go “Uh, yeah. It’s okay.” Then I think about all my errors and trials in the beginning and go “I hope she doesn’t become to bothered by it!” I’m such a neurotic person x3 I worry all the time. Hey, I know what you mean! I have at least 40+ blogs I’m following, and plus writing a legacy, and trying to finish up 12th grade. It’s all very time consuming. Though I have MADE time to read yours XD It’s too good.
        Yeah, I had this one girl and she was my first reader ever. Her legacy was just SO FUNNY! But then one day she just disappeared O.o I still wonder what happened to her. She was such a sweet lady. Then you’re right, on the other hand, I could care less about other blogs I delete because I never even talked with them before. There was no friendship built on it, so to speak, lol. Yeah, it’s only fair to make room for the people who update! :3 And yeah, I would so keep that legacy on until she got back.

        Oh yeah, tell me about it! WordPress can be a real pain in the butt with comments and post. Get’s on my nerves sometimes! Yeah, he was my favorite ever. Sometimes I wonder though, the humor behind some of those episodes XD Like “This is for kids 7 and up right? O.O” Yeah, me and my friends were being goofy and just gave one another nick names. Mine stuck though. Yeah, he does that randomly sometimes. He’s a big dork :3 Awww! That’s so adorable! Bobbob! πŸ˜€ Aw, shucks, thanks so much! *blush* You’re a really sweet person too!! ;D
        Yeah, I know what you mean! I’ve meant some really mean simmers before! They have nothing nice to say to you, and they’re just real jerk-wads! I’m sorry, but there is no need to be rude, and inconsiderate to other people. Treat others like you would want to be treated. I’m sure as much as anything they don’t want people being rude to them, and calling them innapropriate things! humphf! Oh, I don’t know. A lot of times people don’t give gifts from the heart, they just do it to butter people up. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve had people gift me before. (Fulls sets before too! Such a sweet girl, she’s MIA as well! D:) Other than you, I haven’t been gifted in months! It’s fine though, cause I’m never looking for anything πŸ™‚ I almost gifted Jed again just because! He’s such a sweet friend to me, I can’t help but try and express that πŸ™‚ Ha hahahah! Robin you’re so sweet!! You don’t have to gift me again! πŸ˜‰ Yeah, me neither. I don’t gift just anyone. Only people I believe truly deserve gifts. πŸ™‚ Yep, I had the same experience!! That’s why I don’t gift people like that anymore. Just cause you’re a popular simmer doesn’t get you the right to be a jerk. I would have thanked you a million times over even if the gift was worth 10 points! It’s the thought that counts with gift giving, not the price tag on the gift :3 Oh don’t feel bad, that goof just found out about gift giving XD I was like “Where have you been?” Someone gifted him a wind chime, and told him about a wishlist. He added like 4 things to it, one that I already got him πŸ™‚ and he doesn’t know, but I’m probably going to gift him something else as well πŸ˜‰ So no worries on that! Yeah it’s susheefan, just like on the simmer society forum.

        Yeah, me either I don’t promoting. I feel bad and kind of ‘Look at me!!’ Lol. I just made a few topics here and there in the beginning, then I left it alone. If people like it, they’ll read, and that’s that. πŸ™‚ Oh gosh I know. I just let it die. Like on the simmer forum, I made a topic and I only update it if I have a new chapter. I rarely go on there though, like I said, not a big promoter person xP

        Yeah, when I start reading my older work I literally wanna cringe at all the mistakes, and over use on words and stuff. But if I tried to go through ALL of my older work, I’d be there for an eternity! So, I’ll just leave it alone, and let people read up to how I write now. I’m still not an amazing writer, but it’s better than what I use to have. Thank you, and congrats on your year… even though I’m extremely late xP I don’t know, I just find new ideas and go with them. I try to make my story writing fun, instead of a job. If I do that, then yes, I’ll get burned out as well. Plus thinking about the comments and views I’ll get, it makes me happy πŸ™‚ I love it when someone tells me how much they loved my chapter. Plus mine is more like a story-legacy. I follow the 10 generations, but I have stories for each one. Jed says I have a ‘Generational villian’ He means that I always have someone who turns out to be the bad guy. It never fails with me xD I can’t have everything sunshine and roses like other legacies. I mean with generation 5, I started out with the heir going through a very bad thing. (That’s as best I can put it, just in case you read my legacy :3) So yeah, I guess it’s all the mixing and mashing I do with my story. Plus I like to think up my own story lines, and not take others. I asked Jed. I said ‘Be honest with me. Have you ever read any of my story lines in other legacies?’ He honestly said he never has. That made me happy to hear ^.^ But enough about me XD I get so uncomforable talking about myself for too long O.o

        Yeah, it’s really cute and so different from any legacy I ever read πŸ™‚ So true. Besides yours I have this other legacy I want to get caught up on. I’m trying to go back and forth, but yours just sucks me in where I have to keep reading! I’m up to chapter 40 @_@ Yeah, him and I are really close now πŸ™‚ It all started with me asking him if I could use his simself as the spouse in this generation. Then we started talking and never stopped xD I told him we talked about him just today actually, and he was like “What did you say?” I was like ‘Oh, we were just talking…’ He said ‘Tell me now.” Lol he must of thought it was bad stuff XD I told him the things we said, and he just blushed ;P Sucker.

        If you really need to know, I could always tell you. πŸ™‚ You just have to change your gravatar. The first picture you change I think is for the top corner of your blog. You go under dash>settings>general. The gravvie, you just click on your name in the top right corner, and change your gravvie right there πŸ™‚ Simple as that. Ohhhh you use Gimp! I heard about that program. I’m not very good at editing photos, so I just stick to what I know. Which is barely anything XD Oh okay! πŸ™‚ I had a person like that before, and she drove me nuts .-. She did it in a mean way too… Why are people so cruel?

        Yeah, I was glad to get one too! I adore my desktop, and the graphics it provides me :3 I know! It’s like night and day, isn’t it??! You just stare at how amazing the graphics look now O_O I just got a new one, but It’s only for web surfing and such. Not a gaming one. I have my desktop for that anyways.

        Ha ha, I use to be just like that. I never gave people my real name. I don’t care anymore either. Everyone can know my name is Jacqueline, and I won’t think twice about it ^_^

        – Jax
        Of course I had to reply!! πŸ˜‰ Long is okay by me. The longer the conversations the better anyways. Oh, for the other comment: I’m a bit OCD myself xP

  11. Hey Robin, how are you? Just thought I’d stop by and say hello. How was your Christmas? πŸ™‚

    – Jax

    • Hey Jax, thanks for asking. πŸ˜€ Sorry I never replied to your last comment. I was gone out of state for 8 days a while back, then was too lazy to reply after that. >.< Anyhow, my Christmas went pretty well. How about yours? Hope you had a great one. Kinda sad it's over now though. Oh well. The New Year is coming up. Hope you have a great upcoming New Year!

      πŸ˜€ *hugs*

      • No problem, Robin. Just thought I’d see how you were doing. πŸ™‚ It’s no biggie! You didn’t have to reply if you didn’t feel up to it, hehehe. My Christmas went pretty well too. Though I have to agree; pretty bummed it’s over. And now it’s already Jan. 2nd! Time does really fly by… I have to start school back tomorrow; should be fun -.-

        How was your new year? I spent mine in bed being a sick person ;_; I hate sickness…

        *hugs hugs*

        – Jax

      • Aww, well thanks. I guess in a way, I’m a little burned out on the sims community. I’m sure that will improve with time, though. Just need a little break. I’ve been at it with stories for almost 2 years now, doing the comment thing, etc., etc. Also I’ve been writing a new story, and wow I’m obsessed with it. O_o it’s private right now, kinda cheesy love story so I’m afraid to make it public, though a lot of my stories are cheesy anyhow. XD I hope you’re doing well. πŸ™‚ Thanks for understanding, I was lazy, working on a new thing, and a little burned out. Had some issues lately, my mom diagnosed with cancer and crap, and I’d just found out not long before Christmas. She seems to be doing better off and on though, although she’s on chemo and her next dose with be on the 9th. That worries me because her last dose was a mild one, but she was still very weak afterward. 😦

        *sigh* anyhow, so glad your Christmas went well Jax. I’m not too bothered that it’s over (Christmas can be sooo expensive) but I’m sorry you’re a little bummed about it. I think my hubby is a little depressed that the holidays are over too. Yeah, time really does fly, it’s crazy. I’m soooooo sorry you had to go back to school. My middle daughter had to as well, and my other 2 are homeschooled so that’s always fun to do. πŸ˜›

        My new year was OK. We forgot to buy booze, but oh well. Just would’ve make us feel like crap the next day anyhow. LOL.

        Aww no, you were sick?? 😦 Boo, I’m so sorry! Do you have a cold or flu? I know it sucks being sick, especially during the holidays…

        You really are a sweet person, Jax. *hugs back* πŸ™‚ ^_^ And I really hope you start feeling better! *glomps*

      • Yeah I know what you mean. I’ve been doing the whole story thing for a bit over a year now and it can become very tiring! My newest chapter I had to write was very long and word heavy (close to 7000!) but I needed to end off this generation so I can start anew! πŸ™‚

        YOU, cheesy? Puh-lease!! πŸ˜› I love anything you write; and I sure as heck read a new story from you too! πŸ˜€ You have amazing writing talents. You suck me into your stories πŸ˜›

        Yeah it was no problem at all! I know I remember you telling me, that’s another reason why I was checking up on yah. Just to see how everything is going with your mom and stuff 😦 How are you holding up through all of this? *hug hug*

        Yeah, that is true! Christmas is very expensive! Though I don’t have that much money cause I only have a small baby-sitting job, I had to spend over $50 on my family and that was a lot for my budget XD I want to get a job (a real one ;P) but I think I’d rather focus on school right about now ^^ I don’t need to get distracted by a job and my grades start to slip. It’s 12th grade; I have plenty of time for a job later on! lol You homeschool two of your kids? That’s ironic because I too, am home schooled! πŸ™‚ Not by my parents, but over the computer. I’ve been doing this since 7th grade ^.^ I love it. I can concentrate better and I get better grades. Last semester I had honors, and I wanna do that again this semester (it ends in two weeks! *crosses fingers for honors*

        LOL well oh well there is always next year πŸ˜› Yeah I was sick, but I am feeling a lot better now. No I don’t think it was the flu it probably was just a nasty cold. I was soooo weak, and I had to stay home while my family went out ;_; I missed being with my friends and bowling!! Humphf…

        N’awwww thanks so much πŸ™‚ You’re such a sweet person too ^_^ I really enjoy talking to you! ❀

        – Jax

      • hey there, Jax! Sorry I haven’t replied yet. I will, right now I’m having to do another chapter on Bloodlust. I’m way behind since I’d been working on the new story, and it’s taking me a little while to get motivated and to figure out how exactly to write chapter 89. It’d been a few weeks since I wrote anything on Bloodlust so now I’m kinda lost on the storyline a little bit. LOL.

        I should have the next chapter finished within a few days though. πŸ™‚ I will write you a decent reply sometime around then. πŸ˜€ <333

      • Mkay that’s fine πŸ˜€ I seriously need to get caught up on your story. I’m at chapter 50 something… I think 56 or 57. Though every time I read a chapter I’m just that much closer to getting caught up and I don’t want to be XD I like reading at my own lesure and not worrying what happens next. That’s why I’m taking my sweet ol time πŸ˜‰ Got to savor the story hehehe.

        Oh and I saw your post; congrats on all the views! πŸ˜€ Annnnnd I think it would be so cool to have that story contest thingy but then I did see your cons as well… Mhm… that’s a tough one. Maybe you can think of an all around contest? Like mini-stories people can make or something like that. Then you pick your favorites and have other peopl read and vote. That way you won’t worry about hurting peoples feelsing all that much lol.

        Just an idea XD I’m sure youll come up with something better ^^<3

      • well chapter 56 or so isn’t bad. Maybe the story got a little boring or ‘laggy’ at that point. I know I lost a few readers around chapter 50 when I did that flash forward. Meh, those things happen. Sometimes it bothers me, other times it doesn’t.

        I know what you mean. You might not want to get caught up especially now, because after chapter 89 I’m taking a whole month off. My mom’s chemo dose didn’t work and the tumor spread. My sister told me, in fact, that my mom only has about 2 more weeks until… well you know. I’ll probably be heading back to Ohio soon. I also need a month off so I can grieve… It’s good to stay busy and distracted, but not with this story because the storyline gets too complicated sometimes, and it’ll be hard to concentrate on it. I had a hard enough time writing chapter 89 because of that.

        Well enough about me and my issues.

        Anyhow, I’m glad you’re still enjoying my story. I have to get caught up on everyone else’s. It’s my own fault because I’d been hauling ass on this one story for the last 2 weeks (not Bloodlust) and this other story was a wonderful distraction from what was going on with my mother. Just some cheesy romance and drama, but nothing too complicated to write, and no plot twists like in Bloodlust. So anyhow, I hadn’t had time to keep up with anyone else’s story because of that. Plus I had to finally write chap 89 of BL.

        Seriously Jax, you are sooo sweet. I was always worried about making a post regarding the 100,000 mark on my stuff… I was afraid people would think I was ‘full’ of myself, etc., or even get a little jealous… But everyone else does it, so I though ‘well why not?’ you know…. so I did it…. I know it’s not the same because it all adds up to that, it’s not only ONE story that added up to 100K (like yours, for instance haha). But heck, I thought I might as well do it anyway.

        Thank you again, hun. πŸ™‚

        About the story contest, I’d been wanting to do that for months and months, but again it stopped me because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings and I want it to be fair as possible. You know how stuff like that can get biased… it’s sad but true. I simply don’t know how to do that in such a way for it to be fair. 😦 I guess I could always tell people to rally their readers to vote for them, but still…

        You know you have an excellent idea about the mini stories? But still, those same fans would vote for their fave author… so not sure about that. Hmmm…. and then again, if I pick my faves, I’d still be worried about hurting someone else’s feelings. I’m just afraid that no matter what I’d do in this situation, I couldn’t win (so to speak lol). I’d just hate to leave someone out. I get along with a lot of people in the community, and love them as friends (though I admit there are a few I don’t like so much. But not many… and not that I’m perfect. I can be a bitch sometimes, I know). Sorry to ramble.

        LOL I can’t come up with a better idea than yours. *facepalm*


  12. Yeah, but it’s not that I stopped because it was ‘laggy’ or boring, I stopped because I didn’t want to get caught up just yet. You should of seen me, your story was like a drug to me XD I was addicted to it. So I pulled myself a way before I seriously did get all caught up. Then what would I do on those days where I’m stuck in the house and have nothing to read? I could read it again XD hahaha… but I’d be thinking about what happened next. Aw you lost readers because of THAT? That’s really stupid to lose someone by… Where do your readers come from they seem so mean half the time Lol I feel bad you for you<3

    Yeah I saw that. I read the first post and I got a ':(' face. I'm sorry your mom is so sick, Robin. That must be a really hard thing to take in and try to cope with. I say a month isn't even enough time to grieve over losing your mom 😦 I would need all the time in the world, and that still wouldn't be enough. Have a very safe trip, and please try to stay relaxed. Getting stressed at this point is only going to make everything seem that much harder… :/ Just focus on taking it easy for a while ❀

    Of course I am, and I don't think I'll ever stop enjoying it πŸ™‚ It's wonderful. Yeah it's hard trying to get caught up. You do something or become absent for just a short amount of time and you feel like you fell SO far behind O.o I went away for a exactly one week. I come back my inbox is FILLED with 60+ new updates from all these different blogs. It took me 2 weeks just to get them all read! Well, at least your side story was helping you stay distracted for a while. And yeah, I know what you mean. Sometimes when you're going through things it's hard to do something that's complicated as it is…

    N'awwww… thank you so much πŸ™‚ Pfffft! Who cares what other people think!? If they are jealous of you that is just too bad for them. They can go pout in a corner somewhere and come up with ideas for an awesome blog to get that much too. Down grading other people isn't going to get them anywhere. I still say it counts πŸ™‚ You add them together, still equals 100k πŸ˜€ Lol yeah, I hit 110k just two days ago. It's tough work trying to keep up with it all the time ._. But even if you didn't add your stories together, you still have 78k! That's a really big amount!! Most blogs don't even see 10k in a year! I've seen it happen!

    You're very welcome πŸ™‚ ❀

    Yeah it's true. Not matter what way you look at it people are going to still find something to get mad about. Though it's a contest still! People should know going into it that they are going to have a chance at losing. Seriously that was the best idea I could come up with, I seriously don't know what else xD You just do what you feel is the right way to go πŸ™‚ If people get mad, well, that's on them. They don't need to enter into the contest then.
    Oh gosh, don't I know it. I'm not a perfect person, but some of these people I talk to… it's like "Ugh, not today…" He heh, it's quite alright πŸ™‚ I ramble myself XD Lol, well you'll think of something!

    *hug hug*
    Wishing you well


  13. Congrats on your 80k views!! πŸ˜€ And lol I just noticed you congrats me on the front page :3 Thank you so muuccch! ❀

    Hope all is well.

    – Jax

    • I am sooo sorry I haven’t been responding to your comments/questions, not sure if I mentioned it to you but I went up to Ohio again a couple weeks ago… I just got back last night… so now I’m trying to catch up on comments. may take a couple of days, lol. And thank you for your congrats! Congrats on your tons of views too, Jax! πŸ™‚ And you’re welcome about mentioning you, you are def part of the reason why I got so many views. πŸ™‚

      Things are going OK as can be expected. The last 2 weeks have been really tough, first I had a bad fight with Jason (hubby) but now we’re ok. We made up. But my mom died of cancer on the 13th. She had a dose of chemo in December but it did not work. But I was glad to be with her the night she passed away, the hospice people allowed her to stay at home with my Dad when it happened, instead of it all taking place inside a hospital.

      It’ll take time to get over but that’s life, of course. At least she’s finally at peace now, and not in any pain.


      PS like I said I’ll respond to your other comments asap.

      • Just so you know, you’re tribute to your mom made me seriously cry. I feel so bad for you Robin, I’m so sorry you lost your mom 😦 Take your time with getting back to any of my rambling comments ❀

        Aw thanks for the congrats, and your welcome. You seriously deserve more than 80k, that's for sure. Awww…. well I'm just glad I could help you out in any way I could! I told my friend about your blog as well and she just finished reading all teh chapters, and I Finished tooooo! D: It's so not fair that I haft to wait. I even caught up on your new blog! I told you I'm addicted to your writing… ;P

        Anyways, once again I'm sorry ❀ *hugshugshugs* Stay encouraged<3


      • Aww, thank you Jax. It’s okay though. I mean, yeah it hurts, but that comes and goes. It’s something that will get better with more time, is all. I just mainly feel guilty over how I treated her in the past, and now I can’t make it up to her. I tried to make it up to her right before she passed away, though.

        You are seriously a wonderful person, Jax. I wrote a lot of that tribute before she died, and filled in the details later because it was after my sister told me my mom only had a couple more weeks left (it turned out that she died only a few days later). Anyhow, the first time I wrote it I cried too. It was so sad, but something I wanted to do.

        lol that’s ok about your comments. I plan to reply to them today. I have been working on Platinum quite a bit, which I started that story to keep my mind off things. It really helps to write.

        Well, 80k is alright; if there’s one thing I’ve learned from this experience it’s that blog views aren’t the most important thing (though it’s nice, of course). But you deserve all the views that you have on your story. πŸ™‚ Oh, thank you for telling your friend about this story! And I’m glad you both are caught up, but sorry you have to wait! I have been updating Platinum more often. It’s an ‘easier’ story to write than Bloodlust. But I’ll update Bloodlust in maybe a couple more weeks. I just need more time for it.

        Aw, so sweeeeeet!! *hugs* back! ❀ to you

        ~Robin ^^

      • You’re welcome. Yeah I understand that. With time things will heal and that guilt you feel will fade away slowly. It may be a pain in the butt that it takes so long to feel like yourself again, but… everything will be okay πŸ™‚ I remember when my mom lost her mom, it took a long time but eventually she was happy again. There will always be a part of her that misses her at times (she didn’t have the best life with her mom) but she will always remember that her mom loved her and she loved her mom. She was there the day she passed and she was happy about that. So it’s gonna be okay ❀ It can only get better from here ❀
        Aw, *blush* Thanks Robin πŸ™‚ I try to be the nicest and caring as I can be. It's how I want to be treated so I treat people the same way ^_^ Aw 😦 I'm sorry again. It really touched my heart, and plus I'm SUPER sensitive. I cry so easily xD

        Yeah I saw that. I bet it does! Writing and getting pictures have taken my mind off of things before too. I do it when I wanna let out stress too. I remember I've written chapters under the influence of different emotions. I guess you could say it helped if I was angry for example and I wrote an angry part XD. It got out what I was trying to say but couldn't in a way. Also I posted this on another chapter, but I'll post it here too. This was my comment:
        "Okay in chapter 88 where did you get Kats hair? I love it! And in chapter 85 Jakub’s hair? πŸ˜€ I remember Hunter wearing it before too. It’s really awesome. Thankies <3"
        Yeah that's true. Although I do love my views ^_^ I guess it's a way to tell me people are around and actually reading. Not everyone that reads my story comments so I can't even give a rough estimate. When I look at the views though for that day… I know that people have been snooping around πŸ˜‰ So do you! ^^ I think we say this back and forth to one another heheheh. But it's true. Your story is just awesome! Anyone would be crazy in to say anything bad against this blog! πŸ˜€ You're welcome! She really liked it by the way, and she read all of Platinum too ^_^ I still have a few chapters to read on that blog. I read 17 of them, I just need to read the rest. Oh that's fine Robin! You take your time with this blog:) I understand completely.
        Oh and guess what?? I got my permit on Friday! πŸ˜€ By day three I was already driving on the road! I'm picking it up quick, but I'm a terrible parker XD I suck SO bad at it.

        – Jax

      • Okay, maybe I’m finally going to get caught up on your comments. LOL I said several days ago that I’d reply to your other comments too, but never did. I did have an excuse the last two days though (because of my internet messing up). As for time healing what has happened, that’s so true. And I also have Zoloft, and it helps. Zoloft is an anti-depressant. I’ve been on it before but stopped once I felt better, and I stayed OK for a few months (still had temper problems though, and it didn’t dawn on me that the Zoloft had also helped with that crap).

        I do think about my mom every day, several times a day. I was glad to be with her as she was dying at home, but in a way it was also traumatizing. My siblings were also there, and my dad, so I’m sure they feel the same way. I can’t stop thinking about stuff like her lungs filling up with fluid and the ‘gurgling’ sound it made. I know that’s TMI but like I said I can’t stop thinking about it, and seeing her like that when she used to be so strong and everything. It was so sad. She was so weak. My sister said the morphine made her sleep all the time, which was good because whenever she was awake she’d cry, which broke my heart to hear that. I don’t think my mom could even say what she was crying about… probably just terrified knowing it was the end, and again it breaks my heart. I can’t imagine how it feels to know you’re going to die, and you only have days/weeks to go. My mom did not deserve that. She was not a perfect person by any means of course, but she deserved better than that. And she was also too damn young. She was only a couple of months away from her 70th birthday. It’s BS. Her parents lived way longer than that shit. Her mom didn’t pass away until she was in her 80’s. It’s not fair.

        Ugh. Life’s such a cunt (sorry for my language). Maybe I’m going through the ‘angry’ stage of grief or something.

        Anyway, sorry to ramble. Sometimes it’s nice to ‘talk’ and get it out. Thank you for listening. You are such a nice person and I can tell you’d be a great friend if I knew you IRL. I once had a BFF who was similar to you, but I messed up that relationship when I moved to Texas in 2004. She tried to contact me but most of the time I was too busy to write her back. 😦 She was the best friend I’d ever had, seriously and not to sound cheesy. She was awesome. Like I said, you remind me of her.

        Sounds like your mother had a similar situation to mine. I’m glad she was able to heal from it and everything. πŸ™‚ Like I said, I’m on medication and that helps. I was reluctant for a while to get on it because I usually gain weight from it, but oh well. My doctor prescribed me Topiramax (sp?) to help kill my appetite. I’d lost probably 50 lbs in the past year, and I know it’s not the most important thing, but I don’t want to gain that back. Right now my BMI is 25, which is normal. Anyhow, a lot of health problems come with being overweight. My mom was overweight and I’m sure that didn’t help with all the stuff that was wrong with her (diabetes, high blood pressure, fatigue). Also it’s a lot easier to move around and do things without all that weight. The only downside now is that I get cold more often (since body fat is warm). lol.

        I try really hard to be like that too, to treat people the way I’d like to be treated. Then again, I end up treating people the same way they treat me. Which is, if you’re going to treat me badly, I’ll give it back…. lol. I try to be respectful though, but I have a temper and sometimes it gets me in trouble. But thank you again for being so sweet and caring. ^_^

        I’d better cut off this comment and continue it below. It’s getting too long… I must be in a chatting mood tonight…

      • I’m baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. πŸ˜†

        So you’re the same way? Writing and stuff takes your mind off real life crap? Oh, that shit’s a god send to me. Thank goodness for storytelling, LOL. And since I write romance, that’s even better, haha. That is so cool that your emotions influence your writing. I think that I’m the same way too. I’ve written parts before when I was angry, and I think it showed in the story…

        Okay about the hair… let me think. I found Jakub’s hair on my sims blog at one time, then had to d/l it from another site. As for Kat’s hair, I am sooooo sorry but I honestly have no idea where I got that hair. I’ve even tried to find it recently but couldn’t! O_O I’ll at least try to find J’s hair though… sorry I didn’t know where to find Kat’s hair… anyhow, here’s a few links to some other cool male hairstyles, in case you might like them: and

        lol, I know what you mean. I do like having views too. I remember with my first story how I didn’t get any views for 2 months, or like 1 view per chapter. πŸ˜† it’s hilarious when I think about it now. As for this blog, I think before I disabled comments, that about 5% of all my viewers left a comment. LOL that’s terrible! I mean, out of 180 views I’d get comments from about 15 different people, if I was lucky!

        Awww, thanks for saying that ‘Anyone would be crazy in to say anything bad against this blog!’ so sweet. I know my stories aren’t perfect or anything though. Not by a long shot. BTW I need to get caught up on other people’s stories. I’ve been withdrawn for too long, and working on my own stuff for too long. *sigh* I will get caught up, just need more time. Wow, your friend read this and Platinum too? That’s awesome! Thank you again! I really do appreciate it. You are such a good person for doing that. I used to tell people that if they liked one of my stories to ‘spread the word’ or whatever, but I didn’t even have to ask you. You just did it anyway. Seriously that says a lot about you and just reinforces the fact that you’re a good, kind person who thinks a lot about others. Just don’t let anyone treat you like a doormat, though. I’ve had people treat me like that in the past, and it’s not a good feeling to realize you’d been used.

        Aww, well thank you. I will get caught up eventually, like I said just need a little more time, and need to update Bloodlust soon too. People are probably itching by now for an update…. >_> Oh, and
        *huuuuuuuuuuugs* back! πŸ˜€

        Yay! You got your permit! That’s great! So soon you’ll be driving all over the place, lol. I know what you mean about the parking. I always hated the parallel park crap. I was never good at that. D:

        ~Robin πŸ˜€

  14. Lol now you have to read my crazy long comment ;P eheheheh! ;D
    Lol that’s okay Robin ^_^. See? It took me a few days to even check back again! Lol, so I’m just as bad xD. Yeah, so is your internet all up and running now? It would suck if it wasn’t! D: Oh, okay! Well at least that’s helping you, right? Yeah with time all will be well again πŸ™‚ Just got to hang in there. LOL reminds me of those cheesy kitty posters with the cat hanging from a tree XD hahah… sorry, I’m a bit tired at the moment, hope this comment doesn’t come out all crazy! ;P
    Yeah, my mom did the same thing when she first lost her mom. She knew her mom loved silk and if my mom touched something with silk she would start crying because it reminded her of her mom. 😦 The thing with my grandma, her kids weren’t even there. They all treated her wrong, and the only one to see my grandma off was my mom. Shows how much they all cared for her. Not even my grandpa was there; so sad. Oh that’s okay, sometimes you need to just let it all out. I understand. ❀ Nah it's not TMI, it's just sad that it had to happen that way though :/ I always wondered what people who were dying felt like. Your mom seems like a reaction that you would see normally. (Still heart breaking though :[) But like in the movies the people who are dying don't even give a crap most of the time or never shed a tear. That's why it's so unrealistic. In real life if I knew I was going to die I wouldn't be all sunshine and roses… like seriously, I'd cry too! :[ Aw, that's so true. I mean 70 is a high number, but there are a lot of people who lived much longer than that. Yeah, that's probably what's happening. They say there is a bunch of different stages, which none of them seem easy to get through … AT ALL. I'd hate the day I'd ever have to lose someone :/ It hasn't happened to me yet and I hope it never does for a long long time. So true, life is just so unfair 😦
    Yeah I totally agree with that! Anytime I ever am going through something I have to go and find someone to talk it over with. If I keep it bottled inside I get even more upset. I'm a super sensitive person as it is… so that doesn't help my case. Oh, you're welcome Robin! And Ramble on as much as you want πŸ™‚ I'll be here to 'listen' πŸ˜‰ Aw, thank you *blush*. I do try to be the best of friend that I can be :] All my friends do enjoy my company. I make them laugh, lol. I guess it's the way I describe things and how I say it, they laugh at me ;P. I get frustrated a lot at different things, and it amuses them. Like for example I was REALLY excited to see the new store content. I waited around for it and then they finally put it in… and I seriously had a "WTF" moment. Africa stuff?! REALLY? I mean that's nice and all… BUT REALLY? I want NORMAL objects not a lion head and a freaking headwrap. LOL XD I don't plan on having an africa tribe or anything, so I don't get the point of the objects. I know I sound bad, but it's just my reaction after waiting a month after the JAPANESE objects! Siigggghhhhh! When do I get AMERICAN objects? That's what I am waiting for, Lmao xD. Awww ): I know what it's like to lose friends over time… I hate it. Aw. Well I'm glad I could remind you of your friend πŸ™‚
    Yeah, I guess you could say she did have a simailar situation. Yeah it took some time for that to happen but eventually she did heal. She still misses her mom, but it doesn't hurt as much as it did when it first happened. It's like an old wound now; faint and barely visiable. UGH. WEIGHT. I can relate to you with that one. I never, ever, EVER want to go back to being heavy again! I've been thin for almost 2 years now and I'd like it to stay that way. I lost aboouuuttt…. I'd say 45 lbs. It's so much easier to do everything now that I don't have that extra baggage. I hated being heavy. It was embarassing to me (being 18 now but 16 at the time) to clothes shop, to attend school… I was always thinking about my appearance and afraid of what others would say. It was horrible. Now? I don't give a crap. People can say what ever they want and see if I don't say something back. Although there really isn't anything to mock. Nor am I in public school anymore, but I'm just speaking in general. I don't know what my BMI. All I know is I weigh 175 and I'm 5'10. So what's that BMI for lol xD It helps to be tall cause you get stretched out. If I was my moms height then I would haft to weigh MUCH less. (She's 5'4) Yeah my mom has HBP, she just got it last year or the year before I believe. She had to go to the hospital two weeks ago because she was scared something was wrong. They said it was a little high but she was okay πŸ™‚ Thank god. LMAO!! SO TRUE! hahah XD I get cold SO much easier now! It's crazy XD I'm always shivering. Also since I changed the way I eat I also don't eat as much as I used too, plus I'm an EXTREMELY picky eater. Not do take the word extremely lightly! Lol.
    Yeah, same here. Although I do have a bad habit of trying to make everyone like me ._. I can't stand it if someone is mad at me, I get all frantic! Even if it was there fault, I'll apologize first. It's crazy… Aw you're welcome Robin! πŸ™‚ It's so nice talking with you. You're so sweet too! :]<3
    LOL I hear yah. I get in those moods all the time. I'll talk someones ear off XD
    Oh you got that right. It takes my mind off of so much. I mean just recently I was upset over something and I buried myself into my stories. It took my mind off it to play sims and then write. When I was finished, that's when it came back to me like "Oh yeah… I'm still upset." LOL yeah you got that right! I love writing sims stories (not a profession I'm chasing, but I do enjoy writing sims as a hobby) LOL oh I know XD That's real, uh, 'distracting' heheheh πŸ˜‰ Yeah a lot of the times it's when I'm angry. Although I've written when I'm upset and that helped write depressing things. It's not just when I'm sad though, if I'm feeling goofy… then my characters come out extra silly XD It's just how it works with me. Yeah you can always tell the difference because the emotion is more realistic. You can actually feel it when you're reading it!

    Aw, that's okay! I just thought it was really pretty was all. Thanks for J's hair though! πŸ˜€ I really am glad you found that one! I'm in need of more Male hair. Ooooo and thanks for the others too! Hehehe.
    Yeah, there is just something about the views that I like the most. It just lets me know what's going on. Comments and likes don't do squat because there is still people reading who don't say anything or click the like button. So I have no idea who they are, but I know they are there because of the views going up. Like just yesterday I got 621 cause I released a new chapter this week. Not a lot of comments I got (Like probably 50- including my replies) I know there are more than like 30 people reading, just by looking at the view total. LOL I remember when I first started I didn't even know what a view WAS! XD I found it later on like "Oh. I wonder what this is? O_o" I just wrote for-fun and that was it, lol. YEAH! I feel the SAME way! Like ALL these silent readers. A quick "Great chapter!" or "I liked it" Even give me a freaking smily face, I don't give a crap. I just want to know they're there!! xD
    Well I'm just speaking the truth πŸ˜‰ Your story is just too good to be bashed. I mean the people who drove you into turning off your comments… gosh I wish I could pop them one! There is SO many times I've wanted to say something but couldn't. It's so hard for me not to post a comment when I REALLY enjoy something ;P I give these freaking long drawn out comments too XD I'm crazy. Yeah, and I'm the total opposite. My subs have not been updating lately and it's driving me CRAZY! I have literally ZERO things to read. I went snooping around Platinum and thanked the heavens you updated!! ❀ I really wanted something to read!! So thank you, thank you! πŸ˜€ lol. Yeah she did, and she loves both of them ^^ Well I wasn't kidding when I told you I loved your writing! When I love something I can't keep it to myself, that would be selfish ;P Yeah I seriously do put other people before myself too much and that did lead me in a situation just shy of a few days ago that got me mixed up in something that really hurt me. I never realized it before, but she was just using me :/ You and Jed both told me the same thing. That not to let people use me like that. It's true, I shouldn't, but some times I don't even realize it. I just like being nice and people take advantage of me for that. Yeah it's not 😦

    Haha yeah, *raises hand* Guilty! I'm so itching for an update! Not rushing you or anything, just saying I'm part of that group ;P Oh and you're welcome again! hehe ^_^ ❀
    *huuuuuuugsssss!!!* πŸ˜€

    Yeah, it's not easy driving though! That is for sure. I have a problem with going too much to the right or too much to the left D: Stupid car! Stay straight xP Yeah I don't anyone is! It's SO hard!
    -Jax πŸ˜‰

    • tehehehehe, Jax, I will get to this super-long comment in a few days! πŸ˜›

      I REALLY REALLY need to freakin’ update Bloodlust. UGH!! It’s almost the middle of Feb. and I haven’t done it yet…. still ate up with my Platinum story…. *facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm* there needs to be 48 hours in one day, that way one has time to do everything they want to do. πŸ˜€

      πŸ˜› ttys!

      ~Robin πŸ˜†

      • LOL I don’t blame you for waiting a few days ;P Our comments just get so freaking long XD I don’t mind the typing though πŸ™‚ It’s fun talking with you. Hey, no rush πŸ˜‰ Get to it when you can! Just don’t make it feel as if one is over whelming you. Go back and forth as you can. Just take your time ^_^


        – Jax

      • I am sooooooooooooo sorry it’s taken me forever…. it took days to complete chap 91, that was a tough one to write, very complicated chapter!! I was so afraid of screwing something up (and probably still did). You are so sweet though, thank you for your patience!! πŸ˜€

        OK, now this comment won’t be as long as yours… lol. but I’ll do my best to answer everything. As for my internet, yep it’s up and running for the most part, but still kinda sucks. Sometimes it’s lagging. Ugh. *sigh* As for your comment, it’s fine. Nothing silly or crazy about it. *hugs* I know what you mean. It’s still getting better regarding my mom. It’s weird, I have random dreams about her, but they’re good dreams. Love dreams like that. She looks so healthy in them and I wake up feeling awesome. ^_^ Awwww, 😦 that is so sad that the only one there for your grandma was your mom, and that even your grandpa treated her badly. I guess my mom was pretty lucky then, in that way at least. O_O That is just so sad.

        Like you said, in the movies it’s so unrealistic. I’d be panicking if I learned bad news like that. I just cannot imagine. I feel so badly that my mom had to go through that. I swear if I could have taken her place, I would have. I never wanted her to go through that (even though a lot of time we didn’t get along, I still loved her, she was a good mom most of the time and I remember all the times she was an awesome mom, instead of the times she wasn’t. Unfortunately when she was still alive, I’d focused on the times when she wasn’t a good mom. So stupid). Anyhow, I just can’t imagine hearing that from a doctor. 😦 Anyhow, I’ve lost too many people it seems like. So many that I think I’ve been almost desensitized to it or something… I don’t know. Maybe that’s why I’m bipolar? πŸ˜† Thank you for listening. And yes you are a true friend! πŸ˜€ One of the best, for sure! I don’t have that many true friends in the Sims community. A lot of people, to be honest, just pretend to be your friend. But there are definitely a few diamonds out there *smiles*

        As for the Sim store, I know what you mean. LOL. I’m not interested in the African stuff either. But oh well. Seriously though, you make me LOL about that stuff, and the Japanese objects. Like you said, where’s the American stuff??! There is one set I’m planning to get though, that will go well with my story after the flash forward, that is the new magic set, with the cauldron thingy, crystal ball, blah, blah, blah. So that will be cool and fun to play around with. hehe.

        OMG, you lost about the same amount of weight as I did!!! WTF?? Well, actually I think I weighed around 160 maybe, and now I’m about 115. I suck at math, btw. But anyhow, I think that’s about right. And I know what you mean, I never, EVER EVER want to go back to that. And when you’re MY age, more weight just makes you look OLDER. I actually cried one time when I saw a pic of myself at my heaviest, and it wasn’t because of the way my body looked, it was because of the way my FACE looked, I had a double chin and looked like I was around 48 years old!! Normally I look younger than my age! I’m 36 and look about 30 or even younger (when I’m not more than 10 lbs. overweight). 😯 so yeah, I cried. It was a horrible moment. Not sure why I started losing weight. I started tapering off medication, and then the weight started coming off on its own, slowly. Then things started happening, and more weight came off. Now I’m just trying to keep it off. WOAH, you are TALL, 5 foot 10?? Holy shit!! I’d be lucky to be 5 ft. 2. πŸ˜† You are 8 inches taller than me! Well, all BMI probably is is junk science like a lot of shit, really. πŸ˜› What is HBP? And as for you having a tough time when you were in school, I’m right there with you. I freakin’ HATED, HATED school. So many assholes there. I think it was because 50% of the teenaged population were spoiled bitches (both boys and girls). ’nuff said. And congrats to you for losing weight! πŸ˜€ And yes, I hate getting too cold. Part of the problem with me is that I eat ice, ahahahahahaha. Yes, I’m crazy. I have these insane cravings for ice (another way I keep the weight off). I eat ice all day long…. πŸ˜†

        Oh no! don’t apologize to someone if they’re in the wrong! If someone’s angry at you, don’t worry about it! Let them be pissed! Just worry about yourself! Sorry, I know you didn’t ask for advice… *facepalm* I’d better cut this comment. Sometimes WP won’t publish all my comment if it’s too long…

  15. (continued, LOL) Awww, well thank you. πŸ™‚

    Oh, yes I love writing sim stories to distract myself from the shite of real life. Such an awesome escape. Unfortunately I do it too much. It’s like a drug. :/
    Probably because I did the same shit as a kid, I’d play pretend a lot to escape reality back then too (though a lot of kids do that) but wow I took it to extremes! And I started writing/drawing when I was about 5 or 6, and never stopped, not until I started having kids. Then whenever they got old enough, I started writing again.

    You’re welcome about all the links to the hairstyles. πŸ™‚

    I know what you mean about the views. They really help to know what’s going on. Like you said, a lot of people don’t comment, they just read. πŸ˜› I got around 500-something views on chapter 89, but that was over the space of a whole month. πŸ˜† Normally I get about 200 views per chapter. πŸ˜› But it’s better than 0. O_o Congrats on getting over 600 views on one chapter, though! πŸ˜€ That’s the best way to begin a story, is to just write for FUN, don’t do it for the views or for anyone else. Of course, you do want to have some sort of audience though. That’s normal.

    Awww, well thank you so much for defending me about my story. You really are a sweetie. I think a lot of them didn’t really mean anything by it, it’s just that… my story evokes a lot of emotion sometimes, and my characters tend to piss people off. :/ My characters can behave like real people, and real people can be assholes, and as such can piss off others. See what I mean? I’m trying to see it from their point of view. However, on the other hand, the ones harping about Hunter sleeping with 17-yr.-old Kat can shut up. Hunter tried to stay away from Kat. He made an effort, and it didn’t work. And there’s a 12 month difference (or less, depending on when one’s b-day occurred) between 17 and 18 years of age. πŸ™„ Seriously. And yes I have a 17 yr old daughter IRL.

    LOL you’re welcome about me updating Platinum. πŸ˜› And thank you for all the awesome compliments about my writing! β™₯ β™₯ β™₯ So sweet!! As for someone using you recently, I am sooo sorry about that. 😦 Hope everything’s going okay now though. ^^

    lol by now I’ve finally updated, twice!! πŸ˜›

    I hear ya. I hated learning how to drive, and that parking shit is for the birds. XD I hope it’s going well for you though!

    *hugshugshugshugs* haha


  16. Aw, Robin, it’s quite alright!! I know what it’s like to have to complete complicated chapters; trust me. Yeah it seemed very complicated and there looked to be like there was A LOT to set up. Did you make that set underground yourself? It was AMAZINGLY done!! Aw, you’re welcome Robin! πŸ™‚ I’ll wait for Bloodlust as long as it takes πŸ˜€
    LOL I doubt anyone’s comments will be as long as mine. I always go overboard with my typing. I can’t help it, I get though after thought and I just have to type it out! Yeah, laggy internet… not fun! I hate when mine randomly gets low bars for NO reason! -.- Aw, okay good. Just making sure! *hugs!* Awwww that’s great Robin! I knew with time things would start to get better πŸ™‚ They always do. Yeah, isn’t it? I mean I remember as a young child going with my mom to the hospital to visit her mom. No one was ever there and to this day my mom even confirmed it over and over that she was the only one. It really is sad.
    YEAH I KNOW! They take it like it’s nothing. I know I’d be freaking out if that were me. Like they get bad news and are like “Oh. I see.” Yeah, I see too. That you’re a terrible actor! SHED A TEAR; COME ON! Lol… sorry. Having a moment. Plus my brain is all over the place because I’m not feeling well (again!). Yeah, I know what you mean. If that were my mom, I’d probably want to take her place as well. I wouldn’t want to watch my own my pass on and hurt 😦 Yeah that’s all you can do is just, remember the good times you had together. We all have our battles we fight when were alive with other people but in the end we’ll always still be there for them and love them. It’s what families are supposed to do. Like my moms family for example is what you’re NOT supposed to do. Yours, is what you are supposed to do. LOL you made me laugh with that bipolar thing XD My cousin is bipolar and he has a lot of.. err, ‘moments’, lol.
    AWWWW Robin! You’re making me bluuuush!! :3 *red* Of course I’ll listen! It’s what I’m here for! It’s my best quality, I think… lol I don’t know. It’s a quality I have XD I love to listen πŸ™‚ You’re one of my best friends in the sims community too!! πŸ˜€ I love talking with you. To think we started talking because I asked about an ultrasound picture you made and how good I thought it was. It was all it took and we started talking and talking! haha. YEAH, I know how that is :/ I’ve had my share of fake friends. Trying to use me and stuff 😦 It’s not fun to be used. Awww :3 Am I a diamond??? πŸ˜€ heheheh! *hugshugs*

    Yeah, I was seriously not happy about that stuff. LOL yeah. Stupid sims 3 need to get with it, like really! If it’s not African tribe wear, it’s ancient japanese, if not that… then they make some random uggo kid wear! Can’t they just… make something purdy?? OOOoooo! I can’t wait to see how you use that stuff! πŸ˜€

    Yeah that’s crazy isn’t it?!?! Yeah but with me since I’m taller it’s different. If I was you’re height at this weight… yeah I’d be really chunky. Since I’m almost 6 foot I don’t look it. I want to lose some more weight though. I mean the doctors said 178 was normal for my height and I’m 175, but I don’t know… I’d think I’d feel even better if I lost more. I just to stop being lazy and GO to the GYM xD OH I’m right there with you on that!! I HATE looking at my old pictures!!! I can’t even… I just… AURHG! They get me mad at how big I was. I hate, hate, hate it! LOL yeah, I’m super tall because of my dad’s side. All his family is super tall. My brother is 6’2 my other brother is 5’9. They are both younger than me. One by two years and the other by four. OH you got that right! Spoiled, snobby, ignorant people! I have the racist problem more when I was in school though…. sad really. OH wow really?? xD I wish I just ate ice, lolz. They would help me.

    I know, I know. I just did it to bury the hatchet so to speak. I can’t STAND people mad at me, I feel weird. I mean she never even apologized even after I told her she hurt me 😦 It’s rude to do that!! I said I was sorry when I didn’t HAVE TO say sorry, yet they have the nerve not to say it back 😦 No it’s okay! I don’t mind advice πŸ™‚ I know what I’m supposed to do, but I never usually do it that way Dx
    Lol you’re welcome πŸ™‚ AND OH do I do what you mean!! Sims is like a drug! It’s VERY addicting! Although it helps to keep me distracted, that’s for sure.
    Probably because I did the same shit as a kid, I’d play pretend a lot to escape reality back then too (though a lot of kids do that) but wow I took it to extremes! And I started writing/drawing when I was about 5 or 6, and never stopped, not until I started having kids. Then whenever they got old enough, I started writing again.
    Yeah same here. I’d play to the extreme as well. I went nuts with playing pretend. I have such an active imagination. It never ceases. I always have new ideas piling out of me all the time! That’s so wonderful! πŸ™‚ So glad you never gave up writing; I love bloodlust and Platitnum WAY too much! πŸ˜‰ Oh and yeah, I LOVE those hairstyles! Esp. the one J wears! SO HOT!

    Yeah it’s true. I just depend on my views. Like everyday my blog gets about 400 views without me doing anything, even as little as commenting. I could just leave it along for an entire day and it would get that much. One thing annoying about comments is that one SAME person bugging you 50 times a day “NEW CHAPTER SOON!?!” Like OH MY GOD. SHUT UP! Once or twice or 10 times… yeah I can deal… Everyday, every day…. over and over and over…. I was seriously about to block them. 600 views on a chapter? did I say chapter? I meant in a day I publish a chapter I usually get 600 views that day. I have no idea how to check views on just a single chapter XD Yeah, everyone wants an audience πŸ˜€
    LOL but that’s the thing. They are JUST characters. They don’t need to get their panties in a bunch over a story. Just comment and move along. They don’t have to have a long drawn out speal about why they hate their guts or whatever their problem may be. Like seriously. Oh and you’re welcome! πŸ™‚ You’re story deserves defending! πŸ˜€ Oh yeah those people can put a sock in. PLUS I don’t even see it like that. I see it as… well they are vampires and live forever and ever. Age isn’t really a thing with them. Yes some are younger than others but techinally Hunter looks, acts, and is old enough to be with Kat. Since they DO live FOREVER and all… it’s not like normal humans. I loved Hunter and Kat getting together. When I read they FINALLY kissed I was like “YEAH BB!” XD Oh wow! I’m only a year older than your daughter, haha.

    LOL you’re welcome about me updating Platinum. πŸ˜› And thank you for all the awesome compliments about my writing! β™₯ β™₯ β™₯ So sweet!! As for someone using you recently, I am sooo sorry about that. 😦 Hope everything’s going okay now though. ^^
    Yeah, thanks again! πŸ™‚ I still lurk there you know ;D Awwww no problem Robin! πŸ˜€ Yeah everything is okay now. I talked about it ^ up there. That I said I was sorry, but she didn’t and such. She ‘acts’ like my ‘friend’ again… but what ever..

    πŸ˜€ And by now I read them already… more than likely TWICE! hahah xD

    LOL I wish it was going well for me… I still can’t park. My bro got to drive on the freeway! I wanna try that ;D I know I can drive forward lolz.

    *hugshugshug!!* πŸ˜€
    – Jax
    ps. Super long comment for the win! ;P

    • LOL!! I will reply to this one in a few days too! πŸ˜† Can you believe that now I’m on chapter 94?? (well almost). I’m kinda on a roll now… I’m almost up to the final grand finale before the flash forward(s).

      But anyhow, like I said I’ll get to this one soon. I promise. β™₯ *hugs* πŸ˜€

      ~Robin πŸ˜›

      • Ha ha, that’s fine Robin! I haven’t been feeling good anyways, so if you did reply right now I probably couldn’t get to it either. It sucks being sick. WOW 94??? That’s a lot of chapters!! You saying how many chapters you have made me go count up mine. I have 90 chapters!!! O_O I had no idea… Also, guess what? I’m about to hit a year on my blog! March 2nd!! Oh and I just hit 130k O.O I’m stunned.

        Anyways, reply when you can! πŸ™‚ ❀ *hugs* Oh and I can't wait until the flash forward!

        – Jax

  17. Wait. Grand Finale??! Does this mean your ending Bloodlust??? D: *mega-ultra-SAD face!!*

    • no, no no! Of course not! Nope too addicted to writing this shit again to end it! πŸ˜†

      No worries there! I just meant the grand, grand finale before the first major flash forward… or minor flash forward. I think the first flash forward will only be around 7 yrs. into the future, when Cody is around 10. πŸ™‚ Ugh! I hate trying to figure out the ages of my characters, btw. That drives me bananas. πŸ˜›

      Anyhow, no sad face needed, my good friend!! *HUGS* β™₯

      • You seriously scared me with that, I almost had a nervous breakdown! ;P I need my Bloodlust!! Can’t get enough of it!!

        Yeah don’t you hate that?! It drives me NUTS! I’m like “Okay, how old are you??? O_o” I hate figuring it out. It’s funny, cause most of the time people don’t even realize if you slip up on ages. We calculate them to a tee and people could care less. Lol. Well, at least that’s how it is with me. Like I’ll say they are 11 one chapter and then 13 another but the gap is just not good enough in my own opinion. I’m picky with my work, I have to have everything make sense haha.

      • haha sorry about that. πŸ˜› No worries though. I’m totally ate up with this story yet again… in fact so much so, that I’ve been going nuts the last few days trying to figure out a way to download that damn magic set from the store. Since the newest patches came out, my launcher won’t work anymore with downloading store stuff. 😦 So I had to come up with a workaround because I REFUSE to download EA’s stupid patches. So as you can see from the home page, I’ve kinda lost my marbles a little bit. πŸ˜† but at least I’ve figured out what to do.


        Yes, that drives me nanners. LOL. I have to take notes and write down the ages of my sims, and go back into the story as well to figure that crap out. Ugh!! And I probably still get it wrong! I was never very good at math…. my kids are better at it than I am, which is a good thing. LOL
        I’m the same way, I try to make everything make sense too, to the best of my ability. Sometimes it just doesn’t end up that way, though. 😦 but all one can do is try. >.<

        So did you get that Showtime EP yet? I don't plan to get it… well at least not unless I get into writing Platinum again or something. I'm paranoid about those social features, and seems like EA is always screwing something up… :/ I also heard that the next EP will be a magic one, but who really knows.

      • Yay I’m so glad you are πŸ˜‰ I just love Bloodlust!! Yeah I saw the homepage and I’ll admit, you had me giggling with that! I don’t blame you for not wanting to update the patch, it can be a scary thing! I love my legacies and I would never want to see anything bad happen to them! That’s why I always keep backups on my ubs stick; just in case! x.x

        Yeah, I always try to make sure it makes sense. If it makes sense to me, then I’m sure it should make sense to other people. At least that’s why I hope anyways. Sometimes I go a little over-board with trying to make sure everyone understands and then in my comments they’re like “We understand Jax ;)” Lol, I’m just trying to make sure! I’m so very neurotic… x.x

        Yup I got the new showtime Ep. Aw you should totally get it, it’s pretty neat and would def. make use for Platinum! I know you can’t focus on two stories at once, but when you do go back for a little update on it … it will help πŸ˜‰ The social features?? You don’t even have to use them! You have to log in to use the features, and I don’t. I’m not touching it myself. I don’t see no point in it. All I know is that I downloaded the patch, update my mods, then installed showtime and nothing bad happened at all πŸ™‚ I know I read the forum you lined it too!! I REALLY hope that’s the case, cause I want all those new monsters in my game!! Esp. Werewolves!!! Omg that would be so COOL! πŸ˜€

        – Jax

      • Thank you so much! Glad you like this story! I’m totally ate up with writing it. So weird how sometimes I get burned out on it…. but I KNEW not to quit around chapter 86 or 87, whenever I was thinking about stopping. So glad I listened to my intuition about it. I knew I’d regret quitting later…. Need to update Platinum now, but I’m afraid if I do, then I’ll want to get that Showtime EP. I’m trying not to put anymore sims stuff on this laptop until the Magic EP comes out. I really, really can’t wait for that, so excited!! πŸ˜€ Yeah, about the patch, I am terrified of updating to all those new patches!! There’s like 2 or 3 new ones, isn’t there?? I’ve seen almost nothing but complaints on the forums about bugs with those patches, and even if I bother with removing my mods and disabling my CC, it could still mess up my saved games. I’d die if my story save files got corrupted or deleted…. seriously. Though they’re backed up. One time I backed up my files though and re-added them and it didn’t do any good. I’m not tech savvy, but still…. anyhow, just like you said, it’s a good idea to have back-ups. I have so much stuff in my Sims folder it takes like an hour to copy it all to my desktop. πŸ˜› Oh yeah, that’s also a great idea to have copies on a disk or flash drive thingy. I really need to do that; I’ve done it before but it’s been forever.

        Aww you’re not neurotic! You’re just normal. πŸ˜‰ I still hate figuring out the kids’ ages, though. Had to do that recently, and I never ever show birthdays on my stories… I wonder if anyone thinks that’s weird? πŸ˜› As for making sense, the first few chapters on this story really didn’t make much sense, but hell, the flashbacks were romantic! πŸ˜†

        Ah! so you did get the new Showtime EP? Cool! So you like it? I think I’d love it for my Platinum story, and was thinking about getting it for a while, but kinda afraid to. some people are having glitches and bugs with it… plus my laptop can’t handle many more EP’s and I have to get the Magic EP when it comes out. I probably need a new computer so I won’t have to worry about specs anymore. I want a gaming computer, that would be awesome. Our finances are better now, but we don’t want to charge back up our credit cards again, so I decided just to start saving up for a new computer. I’m hoping to have enough $$ in one year. Then it’ll really be awesome, I’ll be able to get all the EP’s, etc. Plus I’ll have a better graphics card, and my future story (probably another spin-off of Bloodlust) will look even better!

        Anyhow, so you’re not interested in the social features either? LOL, if I were, you’d be the only one I’d trust to do the SimPort feature with! We could help each other out on that, and of course you could trust me to help your sim advance too. but like I said, I don’t have the EP. I did see that you didn’t have to use the social features, because I installed Sims 3 on the other laptop (it only has ONE processor so it’s too slow to use all the time to play the game) and went ahead and updated it to the patches so I could d/l my store content into that game, and saw that you didn’t have to sign in, so that was good. Still I’ve seen a lot of people on the forums having errors because of it. But that is so awesome that you didn’t have any trouble installing your EP, glad you don’t have any bugs in your game! Seriously, some of those glitches I’ve heard about sound pretty bad… I’ve even heard some people can’t see the performances, and that at some point it’s corrupted their save file. 😦

        haha I want all those new monsters in my game too!! πŸ˜€ Can’t wait for that Ep!!

        ~Robin πŸ˜€

        LOL this still ended up being really long. Sorry about that!

  18. crap… I’m so sorry, Jax. I will reply a long, decent comment to you. I’ve been so wrapped up in getting ahead on this story (now half-way finished with chapter 101) and I really just need to stop and take a break already. Then today was like… hellish on so many different levels. Oh my God. But can’t go into details on here. At least it’s over now. *sigh* and everything’s ok, lol. It’s just been one of ‘those’ days, yanno.


    I’ll reply to both your long comment, and your shorter one(s) tomorrow, or at least I’ll try. Must. Break. Addiction. To writing this story. 😯 LOL then again, I don’t want to get tired of writing it either!! Can’t win either way!!


    ~Robin >_> btw I forgot to quickly add how much I love your new avie! ❀

    • Aw, that’s okay Robin. Life gets in the way, I understand that ^_^ Chapter 101???? Omg!! You’re 7 chapters ahead of us all! Release more chapters pwease! πŸ˜€ I’m going crazy over here needing to know more! I read chapter 94 and I was like “O_O I want more…” Lol. You’re addicting to writing and I’m addicting to reading it πŸ˜€ So, please, don’t ever stop πŸ˜‰ I’d rather you be writing this anyways then commenting to little ol me all the time ;P

      Oh thanks! I actually have two different accounts with the name Sponey. One for my Rained blog and one for my ISBI πŸ™‚ But thanks though πŸ˜€ I love my Evil Nemo ❀ (The dude in the picture…. *facepalm* Like you don't know that's who I'm referring too… LOL)

      • hey there, Jax. OK, I’ll start with this one, then get to the others LOL. πŸ˜›

        I hear ya about life getting in the way, and Saturday morning/afternoon was really bad. πŸ˜› anyhow, yeah, chapter 101. I just finished it the other day, and now I’m on 102, but must slow the heck down. So all I’ve done so far on 102 is just the first picture. πŸ˜€ Aww, well I probably should post more than one chapter at some point. I think I will do that whenever I post chapter 96 or 97. Not sure yet, though. I’m really excited to get to the next generation though. You’ll understand why eventually, haha.

        Aww, thank you Jax, so glad you’re addicted to this story. ^^ haha, glad you understand about my slowness in replying to your comments too!

        Ah, OK. And you’re welcome! Love, love, love that avie. Haha, that’s alright. all I know is, he looks amazing! <333

        hehe… now on to an earlier comment of yours! πŸ˜€

  19. Yeah, tell me about it. I believe that my body was telling me to slow the heck down myself! I had a 99.1 fever and my body was SO weak. I went to bed at 10:30 a couple nights ago when it happened and that’s EARLY for me. I usually go to bed at 1:30-2:00 am. So I knew that I was feeling bleeeeh. It’s just I’ve been stressing over getting my grades in for this semester and then all this talk about graduating, and college, and starting college…. just… AURGH! It’s so much pressure and stress on me!! O_o I was about to lose my mind.
    Okay… off topic… Your story. 102 chapters… holy crap… lol. Your so far ahead, I’m jealous of you xP I want to know what’s happening! Yeah I can’t wait to see the kiddies grown up πŸ˜€ It’s going to be SO awesome!
    Hehehe of course ^_^ It’s like one of my very favorites. I don’t get e-mails when you post, so I have to check back every so often to see if you have a new chapter out πŸ˜‰ It’s alright though, I don’t mind checking cause. Most stories I’d forget about, but not this one XD
    Yeah I know what you mean with getting burned out with a story. Rained keeps me going. I’ve literally posted one chapter in the past 20 days ._. I feel so bad that I haven’t been posting like I normally do, but like I said before, school is so hectic and frustrating! I had to make an apology post for the lack of updates, cause I felt bad for not posting. I wanted to be done generation 6 by the end of March and have an heir vote out by the beginning of April, but that is NOT happening. We’re almost in April and I’m only on chapter 12 of this generation. Usually I do about 16 or 17, so I know I’m not done. Stuff is still left hanging. I have a plan for next generation, (if the right kid gets picked) to do an evil generation! I always have good people, time for a bad one! heheh πŸ˜‰ I’d love it if he got picked, but he still has a sister that could win as well. I don’t mind either, but I’d really love it if it was him. Plus he’s ADORABLE πŸ˜€
    QUIT Bloodlust??? NEVER! I won’t let you πŸ˜› I’m glad that you decided to keep going after that, I don’t know what I would do if this stopped! I’m still mad that I’m caught up hahahah. I loved being able to just read as much as I wanted too. Yeah, let’s just hope the rumors are true though! I’d LOVE a magic EP! That would be the coolest EP ever made, and I’d be happy to hand over my 40 bucks. “Here EA, take my moneeeeey!!” heheh. Yeah the UBS is my life-saver. Once we got a virus, and I had to save my simmys with a UBS stick. I was literally in tears because of my stupid brother going on hack sites for stupid games and got a virus. Luckily my dad felt bad and rushed out to buy me the stick so I could save all my files before they became infected. So I love my ubs stick ❀ Oh and yeah, there is THREE patches O_o I updated two of them but the third one wasn't working -.- It kept freezing at 24%. I was TRYING to play sims yesterday because I just got Master Suite stuff for 10 bucks, (Origin was having a 50% off sale) so I wanted to see my awesome new items. I'm serioulsy getting rid of must of my CC. I cleaned out about 600+ of it already! I'm switching to store content and such. I have about 100 dollars worth of store stuff LOL Not that I paid that much. Probably around 60 I paid. I always looked for the sales hehe. But yeah I just bought 2000 last week and I was buying stuff like crazy. I have like 900 points left, and I bought like 16 things already with the points. The only cc I really want is hairs and Poses… and some decorations that I like. Nothing else. NO clothes… I'm about to clear all the rest of my clothes out. I'm tired of all the rendering issues. CC does my game no justice, considering I have EVERY EP except WA and every stuff pack except Town life. So the cc is just making my game go all haywire lol.
    Hahah, I actually am really neurotic ^_^ I worry about everything, it's crazy. When I was a little girl (and still… now… lol) I would check all the locks on the doors mutiple times to make sure nobody robbed us and I would unplug things because I was afraid of an eletrical fire. I have a good excuse for that though! I was terrified when I was a little kid because one started in the wall of our house. Maybe that's why I'm so careful… hm. Idk. lol Yeah same here. I'm like "How old are you? 10? 11? 13?" Lol. I just guesstimate ;P I sometimes show birthdays, then most of the times I don't anymore. Like the infant-toddler. I don't, not anymore. Usually I just skip the cake scene cause it gets stupid after a while. No one literally goes from a toddler to 3 feet taller in one day. I think your whole story makes perfect sense to me ^_^

    Yup, yup! I really do like it a lot. It's not like the BEST ever EP but it has some pretty cool features that would work great for your Platinum story. I haven't had any problems thus far with the EP after installing it. So I don't know what those people are doing wrong because all the rest of us are playing it and it's fine lol. Yeah, well, that's true too. If the computer can't handle it you don't wanna kill it, hehe. Oooooo that would be cool to get a new computer! πŸ˜€ Future story? Sooooo when does that mean Bloodlust will end? πŸ˜› Not for a LONNNNNNG time right??? Riiiiight?? πŸ˜› hehehe
    Yeah, well, I didn't want to do that with any random person out there O_o You don't know what's attached to their sims! I of course trust you completely and if you were to get it and wanted to do it, I'd do the simport thing with you no problem ^_^ Yeah, and I was thankful EA didn't make us use the features, because I don't want too. I have SO many random friends on the sims3 website, I don't want to know every single one of their updates and what they're doing O_o I'd get pretty annoyed! I just like playing my game to myself, not with all of them. Lol. Really?? I've been able to see every proformance and do the singing career (the only one I tried). So I don't know what in the world those people are doing to get those glitches. Maybe it's their files that are corrupted and it's causing the EP to not work right. They have to have stuff in their game making it do that. People put any random crap into their sims games… they should expect things to happen that are funky O_o

    Me too! Can't wait πŸ˜€ ❀
    – Jax

    Ps. Hehehehe another lonnnnnnnnnnng comment xP Get back to it whenever you can.

  20. Just wanted to say congrats on getting a new computer soon!! I wanted an Alienware myself. I saw one for $700 bucks that I REALLY want. I’m getting $500 bucks for my graduation and I have $120 now, so I’m REALLY close! I could SO get one! πŸ˜€ Alienware is just beast at gaming; that’s for sure!

    Sorry, just had to share my excitement for you XD


    • Aww!! Thank you so much! heck yes this year me & hubby have gotten lucky, well at least with finances…. it’s awesome! We’ll be able to pay off our credit cards and still have enough left over for x-tras. Anyhow I saw on the forums that someone got an Alienware and they had a video of the game’s performance on their computer, and it was pretty fast. So I looked up the price on it, and it wasn’t that bad. It runs anywhere from $700 to $1000 for the tower alone, but Best Buy has one for $1,000 including a keyboard/mouse, so we’d just have to buy a monitor for it. I thought that was a pretty good deal. So hopefully in a few weeks I’ll have one! So you wanted an Alienware too? Heck I’ve wanted one for YEARS. I wanted one when I played Sims 2 but could never afford it. LOL I just read further on your comment, and you must’ve seen the same ad that I did, about the Alienware for $700. πŸ˜› That is AWESOME that you’re getting $500 for your graduation! Yay, so you have almost enough too?? OMG we might end up getting the very same system… πŸ˜† that would be crazy! But awesome. ^^ Seriously, that is wonderful. I hope you get your computer too, and hope it’s an Alienware as well. πŸ˜€ You deserve it, Jax.

      Also, congrats for the upcoming graduation!! πŸ˜€ No apology needed! I’m so excited I don’t know what to do with myself… so I’ve been writing again on Bloodlust to keep my mind off my excitement. LOL! I’m so ahead on chapters it’s pitiful….

      *hugs hugs back* <33 ^_^ and I will write you back on your other posts!

  21. -.- You made me cry, Robin!! D: Poor Aubrey ;_____; I ish SO sad. I really loved her. I feel so bad for all of them. Lucifer… what a name to give your own son.

    Sorry I just had to comment on the chapter since it was so heart breaking! 😦

    It was still amazing work though, great job!! πŸ™‚

    • Oh, no. I’m so sorry! D: I know it, Vaclav had a ‘moment’ when he named his son. Poor Lucifer. But yeah, poor Aubrey too, along with the rest of the family. 😦 Aww, well thanks for your comment! I figured if I’d enabled comments on the new chapter, I’d get bitched at for killing off Aubrey (I knew you wouldn’t leave a crappy comment though, of course) and then there would be a few people who might say they never liked Aubrey anyhow. πŸ˜›

      Aw, thank you so much Jax. ^^ I tried very hard on that chapter to get everything right, or almost right at least. It was tough doing the pics where V. and Hunter kissed Aubrey while she was lying down, etc. *hugs*!

      Sorry again it was a sad chapter….

      • Yeah I figured he was just VERY upset. I never thought the baby would just rip out of her like that! When I saw all the clothes and blood, I first thought that Aubrey was THAT pile of stuff. The entire chapter after a certain point I kept saying, “Please don’t die. PLEASE don’t die” and when she did, I cried. See the only time I cry over sims is when I am attached to them in a story. So I was more attached to her than I realized myself! O_o She was a great character and I feel SO bad for V. Like really bad. He loved her so much.

        Yeah I could see why you wouldn’t. People would give you crappy comments. OH MY GOSH. I HATE when people do that! Like they’ll someone then all of a sudden I kill them off or something happens. “I never liked them anyways.” SERIOUSLY? That’s not what you said before. I ike people with an open opinion (not a mean one) with their own taste. I don’t want everyone to agree with me at times, I like to hear people’s different things they have to say (again not mean things) if everyone agrees with what I did, then, well… it’s boring. This is just my opinion though. lol.

        Oh. I believe it SO much with those pictures. I was looking at them and just going “WOW.” If anyone knows about putting pictures together to look right, it’s me. I once spent 30-60 minutes on taking ONE picture before! ._. I have to make sure it looks right, or I go banana’s. lol

        Oh and you’re very welcome Robin! *hugshugs* Also no need to aopolgize! The chapter was amazing! πŸ™‚

      • Oh, yes he was upset. Right now he blames Lucifer for her death, though V. got her preggers in the first place. Like I said at the end of the chapter, V. does also blame himself. anyhow, yeah I figured people would have NO idea the baby would do that to Aubrey. You thought Aubrey was the pile of stuff on the floor? In a way that’s very disturbing, but in another way it’s funny. 😯 Oh, I’m so sorry I did that to Aubrey… 😦 Not sure what gave me the idea or why, I guess I’d just decided that it was Aubrey’s time to go in this story. But that doesn’t mean she might not come back later (as a ghost, I mean). So she might not be totally gone from the story. Hope that helps.

        I know what you mean about getting attached to characters in a story. I hate it when I get attached to a character in a TV show or movie, and they get killed off. I cannot watch the funeral, usually. Ugh. :/ Seems like the longer I drag this story on, the more intense it gets. I’m on chapter 104 right now and wrote another disturbing scene (nobody died, though). It looks like chapter 105 will be the last one before the major flash forward.

        Yes, I figured I’d get a few bad comments. πŸ™„ I even figured I’d get someone who’d say I ripped off Twilight. Grrr. It’s like no one can write a vampire story anymore without getting accused of ripping off Twilight. Seriously. Anyhow, yes I figured I’d get at least ONE person who’d say they never liked Aubrey anyhow. πŸ™„ I know Aubrey wasn’t a perfect character (she was kinda ditzy and not the best mother, etc.) but I thought she was still likeable. And IRL no one is perfect anyway. So people have said that to you before? Not sure if anyone’s actually said that to me in the past. I’m sorry they’ve said that to you, though. I would hate to get a comment like that about Aubrey. I’d get pissed, lol. Like you said, it’s okay for readers to disagree sometimes with the storyline, though. Different opinions do come with the territory. ^^ Oh, and if you think I shouldn’t have killed off Aubrey, that’s perfectly OK too. I totally understand. It was an upsetting chapter. Like I said, Aubrey might come back later, though, as a ghost. But like you said, there’s no point in someone being mean-spirited in a comment. There are always those few readers that no matter WHAT you do in a story, they’re just never satisfied and they find something wrong with it no matter what, and just nit-pick. I’m sure you’ve had readers like that. Those are the type of people I cannot stand, and they just need to fuck off and read something else. πŸ˜†

        (sorry for my language).

        Awww thank you! I’m glad you liked the pics. πŸ™‚ Dang, you once spent 30 to 60 min on a pic before?? I know what you mean, though. I’ve looked over my earlier chapters before and saw some pics that looked bad, and I edited them. πŸ˜† I’d find things I never noticed before, and THAT drives me crazy. Like, if a character’s arm doesn’t look quite right. It sucks because when I first started this story there were no poses, and I also didn’t have mods, so it was so much harder to get scenes to look right. :/

        Aww! *hugs hugs* back!! Thank you! Glad you enjoyed it, even though it was sad! *GLOMPS*!!

  22. Two questions Robin! πŸ™‚

    1. How do I make my tears look like yours in GIMP? Like what do you do to make it look like that?

    2. How do I make things shiny?? Like in your picture on V. on the front page. Like the cross is shiny. How do you do that? Or the “O”‘s in the word bloodlust.

    You use GIMP right?

    • Hey! Wow, took me quite some time to get the hang of that. I just use the eyedropper tool to clone the color of the sim’s face skin… then I make the paintbrush really small and draw a jagged line down their cheek… then at the top of the GIMP screen, I click on Filters, then Lights and Shadows, scroll over to ‘Super Nova’. Click on that and a little picture of yours will pop up. Use the eyedropper tool again to match the color of the sims face, then place the supernova onto their cheek where the tear is. Then you go and use the ‘smear’ tool to smear the super nova. I’m going to try to put pics on here, but don’t remember how… give me a few minutes.

      edit: my internet is going like absolute GARBAGE so I cannot post pics! Ugh!! Anyhow, I use the same technique to get the weird glowing effect on V’s pic on the cover page of the blog. Lights and Shadows – super nova. After choosing super nova you can place the sparkly thing anywhere you want on the picture. Just try it and play around with it, you’ll get the hang of it soon. It’s pretty easy to use. πŸ˜€

      • Arg, I wish you could show me pictures. Hey? would it be okay if you emailed them to me? I’ll love you forever and ever!! πŸ˜€

        πŸ™‚ ❀ *hughugs*

        Thank youuuuuu!!

        Well, when your internet is working better of course. Don't want you to stress yourself over the pics! Stupid internet! lol

  23. Yes, I’ll email you some pics. Might take a few hours because I uninstalled Gimp and all my pics from the old computer, so I have to install GIMP on this computer that I’m now using. Will do the best I can to hurry.

    You’re welcome. πŸ™‚ ❀ to you, Jax.


    • Thank you again for those pictures! πŸ˜‰ You really helped me so very much! *hughughug!!*

      OH and I want to be the first to congradulate you on 100k. I know your a few hundred shy, but your about to be there!!! I remember when I hit it back in Decemeber, boy, did I feel so accomplished!! It’s a great honor to get your first 100k ^_^ I’m about to hit 150k, so I’m halfway to the next! From 100k on, it just feels better and better to look at your stats πŸ˜‰ You really deserve all of them, you should be so very proud of youself :]

      OH and that female sim you made!! Wow! Wonderful job on her, she’s so very pretty!! πŸ˜‰

      – Jax

      • it’s no problem at all. Sorry I haven’t replied yet; I’ve been busy trying to get stuff ready for an update for Platinum. The main male character’s house glitched so I had to download another one. It’s a HUGE house and I’ve been re-decorating it (I’m picky about how the interiors look in sim houses LOL) and it’s taking me FOREVER. Plus I’m trying to figure out all the new features of Showtime, and how to get Jordan to advance in his career. Also I had to remove a bad mod. Ugh. I’m still not finished doing all this stuff yet, then once I’m finally ready, I have to come up with a few ideas of how the storyline will continue.

        *huggles!* And you were right, Showtime is an amazing EP. It’s officially my favorite. O_O Also, thank you SO much for your congrats on my views!! Congratulations on your 150 K views, Jax! You truly deserve it. You are such a nice, awesome person!! πŸ˜€ Thank you also for complimenting that sim I made! I think the new skintone helped, it’s a different one from what I usually use. ^^

        ~me πŸ™‚

      • Oh it’s fine! Esp. now that I hear you’re updating Platinum πŸ˜‰ I can’t wait to see where you take it next! Both your stories are ones of my favorites πŸ˜€ I love them to bits! It’s like two great books that never end ^_^ It’s awesome!

        Glitched house? Oh god. That’s got to suck. Heeeey! You’re just like me then! I can’t stand how the houses look inside most of the time so I have to do it to how I like. I’ll spend hours redecorating and recoloring everything. I usually gut out the entire house so it’s nothing left. I have a very specific taste in decor lol πŸ˜‰ Oh to get him to advance you have to do singing for tips, Sing-a-grams and get gigs in parks and stuff. I got to about level 5 or 6 in the career in my fun-save. It’s pretty funny to watch them perform for tips and then making them go on stand and such.

        Seeeeeee! ;P I told you soooo! It’s pretty freaking awesome. I love the clothes that came with it for guys O_O So awesome! You’re welcome and thank you very much ^_^ N’awwww so are you πŸ™‚ <33 Yeah skintones always help the best πŸ˜€ I don't know what I'd do without them. I hate EA skintones. Bleeecchhh.

        – Jax (:

  24. Woot woot! 100k ;D You must feel awesome!

    OH and today is Friday the 13th!! ooooo *cue spooky music*
    Lol ;P Jk I just thought I’d point it out hahah

    • hey! Thank you so much! Yeah, it’s pretty cool to hit the 100k mark. πŸ™‚ Yep, it was Friday the 13th and wow was that a shitty day for me, haha. Glad it’s over now, though! As you know by now, that was the day I lost my saves, but got most of them back (after 17 hours of trying). Spooky music indeed! LOL!

      Took me so long to reply, now it’s Monday. Another shitty day. I hate Mondays! >.<

      At least now I got chapter 28 of Plat. finished. πŸ˜€

      • Yeah, well, that is the day for crap to happen .__. I’m glad you didn’t lose your saves!! That would of been HORRIBLE!

        I KNOW! πŸ˜€ I read it and I loved the chapter VERY much! It was SO sweet! Oh and the video was awesome πŸ˜‰

      • Usually I get through Friday the 13 unscathed, but let’s just say that has NOT been the case this year….

        thank you so much! I thought I was going to lose all my stuff permanently. I was absolutely HORRIFIED. *headdesk* then I found something on the internet that actually restored most of my saves! Thank God!! Oh, and thank you for reading the newest chapter!! Glad you liked it, Jax. *hugs*! Glad you liked the vid too! haha, I’m so crazy. I like making videos to go with my stories. :p

      • I would have been too O__O That’s REALLY scary!! I did, I really liked it a lot ^_^ Both the chapters actually. Nah you’re not crazy. Videos can be fun, esp. when you know what you’re doing πŸ™‚ (I don’t lol… I suck.) You’re really good at them though. My favorite in platinum is when Jordan sings to her ❀ So sweet! πŸ™‚

      • Me likely V’s new house!!:D The shiny floors are the best, where did you get the shiny from? I want them so bad! hehe

      • hey Jax! Thank you! Yeah, I just remodeled it a little bit, mainly using those new floors. I got the reflective floors from Mod the Sims. I tried using them once on my old laptop and had to delete them because it made my game too laggy. Thankfully they work fine on the alienware! πŸ˜›

        Here they are:

        They’re actually tiles in the rugs section. πŸ˜€

    • Thank youuuuu!!! *hugs hugs!* Also I was wonder where this hair was:

      My friend liked it and wanted me to ask you ^_^

      ❀ Thanks in advance.

      • hey there! You are most certainly welcome! And thank you for liking a bunch of my posts on this blog and the Platinum one! πŸ˜€
        *hugs hugs back!* <333 Ok, I'll look up that hair in a moment… hopefully it's one that I can remember where I got it from…

        You're welcome again! BRB!


    OK, there it is ^^ πŸ˜€

    • You’re so awesome!!!! πŸ˜€ Thank you! She’s gonna be so happy ^_^ ❀

      • you are most certainly welcome! πŸ˜€ *huggles!* <33

        And you’re awesome too! ^_^

      • Kay, I know I comment like a billion times a week… buuuuut I loved the new video you made!! Lucifer is Fiiinnnnneeeee ;D My eyes were glued to him the entire time. Also, quick question, how do you get the dancing to loop like that o.o I’ve seen you do it quite a few times in your other videos and it always baffled me as to how you pulled that off. ^^

        *huggles* <33

  26. hahaha, that’s OK Jax, no worries! The last 2 weeks have just been hectic is all. See my daughter has not only an infected cuticle on her toe, but also a darn ingrown toenail on the same toe. We’ve been having to run back and forth to the Dr’s to try and get it to heal, and the antibiotics aren’t working as well as they could. Then I wasn’t satisfied with the monitor I got whenever I got the new computer, so finally I exchanged it for a different one. On that same note, I HAVE to mention how utterly adorable the guy helping us was. Yes I’m bad. But WOWZA! He was a cutie! πŸ˜› See, I’m a perv in real life as well.

    Yummy Texas men. πŸ˜†

    Also I’ve had to rush to get my youngest daughter’s last text book out of the way (it’s Math) because I home school her. My oldest daughter moved out last January, after the last time I’d went to OH with her. She just decided she didn’t want to come back. :/ She’s 17 but will be 18 in a few months anyhow. The reason why I mentioned her is because I used to home school her too. My middle daughter goes to public school because she’s autistic (learning disabled) and I wouldn’t be able to teach her much.

    Anyhow, back on topic: Thank you SO MUCH!! So glad you liked the crazy new video I made! Haha, it was a PAIN to make, but worth it in the end. Like I posted on the front page, I did not have time to make it, but I wanted to make a video using that one song so badly, that I was compelled to make it. O.o I’m crazy, lol.

    OMG, Lucifer is freakin’ amazing looking. Damn, if he was a real dude, holy SHIT. *ahem* sorry about freaking out there… haha. It’s so awesome that he looks different than any other sim vamp in the story, with those blue eyes, etc. YUMS!!

    To get the dancing to loop, I have to use a Mod… it’s the Animator mod by Twallan found here:

    Make sure you have the right patch level for this version or it may not work right or might mess up your game. Just be careful. It tells you on that page what patch level is compatible with the specific version of animator. Of course, all this is a moot point if you’re not interested in using mods. However, if you download it and want to try the dance move loops, click on any sim you want, then Twallan, then Animator, then specific looping animations (I think), then ‘dancing’, then there should be a list of the regular dance moves that will loop. For some reason Twallan has not included the club dances in his mod (at least I’ve never seen/found them).

    Good luck! β™₯

    Also I want to do a contest on here. I won’t give away sim points, but I will buy the winner something from their wishlist (my hubby would be annoyed if he knew I did this LOL, since he’s the one who buys me the points). Since I’ve already blown most of my points, I’ll only be giving away a total of 175 points, which will be split between first and second place winners. How I will do this: I will open comments on the latest chapter, and the FIRST person who comments will get $100 worth, paid on something on their wishlist (again, it can’t go over 100 sim points). The 2nd commenter will get $75 worth. πŸ˜›

    Thought it would be something fun to do for a change. LOL. And I wanted to let you know ahead of time…. again, the contest will be open on chapter 102 sometime today.

    *huggles* ^.^

    • Yeah my last weeks have been hectic too because of school. I can’t believe I’m graduating on June 9th!! O.O I already got my class ring!! I posted a picture of it on my blog. Here’s the link:

      It’s nice right? πŸ˜€ Awwwwww, I feel so bad for your daughter! That really sucks to have to go through all of that! Best wishes for her from me! I hope she gets better real soon. ❀ LOL well that's alright! I've been around guys and just couldn't help but stare XD Like when I was in Florida the timeshare dude for the Disney parks was talking to my parents and the only reason me and my friend stuck around was to stare at the guy! He had thee most amazing color of blue eyes I had ever seen! O__O ❀ After we left the guy me and my friend were like "Oh my GOSH, he was HOT!" He looked like he was 25 and I was 17 at the time hahaha

      Oh that's right, I remember you telling me you homeschool her πŸ™‚ Yeah, I'm graduating from a homeschool over the computer. But I'm having the whole cap-gown ceremony and all of that. Aw I’m sorry Robin ❀ Must be hard on yah for your daughter to be so far away 😦

      Yeah of course! You’re so very talented at making videos. Can you tell me what program you use to make the motions go so smoothly? I’d love to make a video for my legacy; like a preview for the new generation. Oh my gosh that song fit SO perfectly πŸ™‚ It sounds like Party rock athem but then again it was different. What was it called? Lol I’m probably going to take hours to make a video myself but I REALLY want to make one too πŸ˜‰

      Oh my gosh I KNOW! I just wanna snuggle him! You’re so freaking lucky how hot your dudes come out x.x I mean, I get some nice ones but dannnnnng… lol Oh goodness, those eyes make him even hotter!! ❀
      Aw thanks for helping me but yes I do have that mod! I LOVE using mods, I have 6 of twallans hahaha. I couldn’t live without them. They make my story so much easier to do. OH and thanks for the stuff again from the contest!! You’re the sweetest! ❀ *hughughug*

      • Hey, congratulations on your upcoming June graduation! πŸ˜€ I bet you’re sooooo excited! Oh, awesome! You also got a class ring? I’ll check that out, I bet it’s nice! ^_^ Aww, well thank you about my daughter. She’s on her 2nd dose of antibiotics, and her toe looks better, but it’s still slightly infected. Grrr. Thank you for wishing her well. I know when I had an eye infection (sometimes in one eye, sometimes it was in both eyes) it took like three months for it to finally clear up. I hope it doesn’t take that long for my kid’s infection to clear up!
        As for guys, God I know what you mean. I swear, this dude at Best Buy was one of the best looking I’ve seen, and he had DARK hair. Usually I like the ones with light hair…holy crap he was soooo cute. And when my hubby told him that I need a better monitor because I play Sims 3, the cute guy looked at me and laughed. *swoons* Ok I’ll stop now… I’m bad. But just because I’m with someone else doesn’t mean I’m blind, if you know what I mean. Then we went to Dairy Queen, and ANOTHER cute guy took our order. He was blond, haha. The only problem was, I think he was about 17. Oh well. He was still cute. lol some people would call me a pedo for saying that. πŸ™„

        OH MY GOD FLORIDA GUYS ARE THE F*CKIN’ BOMB. *cough* sorry about that… but it’s true. No wonder you and your friend were staring!! I’d love to vacation down there just to see the freakin’ eye candy! O_O hehe, I know I’m almost 37 but believe it or not, guys still (usually) pay attention to me! woot. One time I went to the Dr’s for a bad hangover (LOL) and there was this teenager ( I guess he was 17 or 18) and he sat across from us and I know he was looking at me! Couldn’t do much at the time since my head was in a puke bucket, and my dear hubby was sitting next to me…. anyway, damn that dude in Florida sounds like a freakin’ adonis! Florida men (like I said) are just gorgeous beings. πŸ˜› mmmmmm. One time, when I was only about 14, this is sooooo pedo-ish, but I was at the airport with my parents (my sister lived in another state and she flew in to see us) and there was a business-looking dude, wearing the professional suit and everything, he was youngish with BLOND hair, and he kept staring at me off and on. I know it’s wrong since I was so young, but wow that made me feel good, haha! I’ll never forget that. He was so handsome. ^^

        Yup, I home school. Only have to do one kid now, thankfully…. she has 32 pages left in math, so it won’t be long. She already finished up her reading, writing, spelling, Science, etc. a loooong time ago.
        Hey! A fellow homeschooler! That’s freakin’ awesome, Jax!! Seems like a LOT of kids nowadays are getting homeschooled, probably because the public schools suck ass. XD

        You’re sweet. It’s ok, it was hard at first because she left right after my mom died. But it also made me very angry what my daughter did. I believe the only reason she moved out was because I gave her too many chores to do (I did not) and her grandpa gives her freakin’ $100 to spend at Wal Mart. Seriously. I don’t know what’s going to become of her being spoiled rotten like that. :/ Sadly I feel closer to you, in a way, than I do to my real daughter. *sigh*

        Aww, thanks. Actually I suck at making videos, I just make them for the fun of it! πŸ˜› To make the motions go smooth, you must tweak the settings in the actual sims game. You click those three dots in the left lower corner of your screen, go to options, go to the ‘camera’ icon, and set the video quality to ‘uncompressed’, I think. Let me know if you have any trouble and I’ll look it up in my game to see exactly how to do it. It’s supposed to be Party Rock Anthem. I wonder why it sounded different? I tried to make sure I downloaded the right song. Maybe it was just another version or something? Unfortunately, it does take at least an hour to make a video like that, with live action. For me, the average time it takes is around 3 hrs. I get so frustrated with it at times!
        haha, well thank you about my male characters! Their best feature is always the bedroom eyes. I use those same eyes for all my male sims. They’re sexy looking. LOL. And yes, Lucifer’s blue eyes are… dreamy. Can’t wait to do some sexy romance with him (my female sims, of course haha). Cool! Yeah I have 3 or 4 of his mods, they help out soooooo much. I could not do without them either! I know what you mean, they make it SO much easier to do stories with, along with all those awesome poses!
        You are welcome about the gifts!! You deserve it and so glad you won! I’ll have to get you something else when you graduate, Jax! πŸ˜€ You are the sweetest! ^^
        *hughughug* πŸ˜€

        edit: OMG this post is so long… again. Anyhow I’m bipolar and that makes me guy-crazy at times. My mental illness IS what I will blame my guy craziness on…. O_O Bipolar makes people who have it *ahem* go excited for the opposite sex. Probably why I always write ‘porn’ stories tbh. >_> However, I’d never act on those feelings. My mom was the same way, and she had 5 kids with 3 different fathers. But it wasn’t her fault, really. Two of the first guys left her, treated her like dirt. She was a good woman at heart, just had emotional issues. Damn mental issues are hereditary, unfortunately. Sorry to ramble about personal crap. Also, this is likely the reason why I make HUGE posts at times, because of bipolar mania. Sometimes I cannot stop writing (same with doing my stories).


        edit one more time: Jax, there’s this video of guys on spring break on Youtube (unless that vid was removed) and this hottie dude dove into the water or something, and when he came out, his shorts were pulled down so far you could see part of his goodies. OMG, that video drove me NUTS. πŸ˜›

      • Thank you Robin! πŸ˜€ ❀ Yeah I am excited but also nervous because this is it! I have to live life in the real world now. Well, okay, I'm still living with my parents until further notice. I just meant that I have to do what all the grown up people do now, if you will πŸ˜‰ Yeah and I saw your comment on my ring! I think the stone is pretty too ^^ I'm not quite sure what kind it is though, but at least it looks nice, heheh. Oh you're welcome Robin. I know it sucks to have to go through stuff like that. I never had that happen with my toe but I've been through other stuff that wasn't fun. Three months of an eye infection? Good lord that's a LONG time O_O What in the world caused it to be infected for so long?? Yeah let's hope not! That would be too long of a time to go through pain with your toe!
        Yeah I know right?? ;D There is just some really good-looking guys out there and you can't help but just stare O_O. Oh you like the lighter hair guys too?? So do I! I'm a sucker for Blonde hair and blue or green eyes. I just think guys look so adorable like that! I've seen some pretty hot ones with brown hair though lol. Yeah of course! Just because you're with someone doesn't mean you're not allowed to look at other people. It's not cheating or what-not if you're just complimenting with your eyes ;P Everyone does it! Single or not! LOL that doesn't make you a pedo! HAH! That really made me laugh you saying that though <333 hahaha

        LOL you have no idea how hard I seriously laughed right now at that! HAHAHA! XD Yeah it's so true, they freaking are SO hot. They have nice tans and are usually REALLY well built. It's like it's in the job description or something. "You must be this hot to live in florida, a 6-pack is a must!" LOL. Still looking? Woot woot ;D You go girl! hahaha. LOL some may consider that but if it made you feel goood… no harm no foul πŸ˜€ Plus he was handsome! That's got to count for something!

        WOW that's great for her! πŸ˜€ I wish I could finish up my stuff soon but my internet has been giving me a hard time as of lately. I blame our stupid internet provider, they keep telling us they are having 'issues'. TWO WEEK ISSUES?? I think not -.- Those lazy people need to get on the ROLL. I do NOT want to fail because they're being idiots. Yeah it's true, a lot are getting homeschooled anymore. I started when I was in 7th grade and then people were still kind of against it. Like "How do you socialize?" -____- Really? I mean, REALLY? I don't live under a rock. It's called going OUTSIDE. I hate when people would always say that to me and my brothers; so stupid! Also YES the publics school DO SUCK! I hate public school OH so much. The teachers were horrid, they didn't teach us right and the kids were oh my gosh… just… terrible.

        That's got to be really rough. Not only losing your mom but in a way your daughter as well. Not saying she's gone permantly but that most of hurt to have both gone at once. *huggles you* Okay, I believe that is not a reason to move out. I have lots of chores (well okay, not A LOT-LOT) but I love my mom too much to do that to her. Wow she does get spoiled by her grandpa… My grandpa and grandma could care less if I exsisted or not. I see them once a year if I'm lucky for like an hour…. :/ They treat me and my brothers like were notings and love the other grandchildren just because my dad doesn't always 'get along' with his mom…. So stupid. Aw, Robin, 😦 *huggles you so much* ❀ Just know I'm always here to talk with you no matter what <33
        You suck??? WHAT? No! πŸ™‚ I think you do a really good job at them ^^ I've told you before but my favorite is the one you did with Jordan singing to Brooke. Then I got hooked onto that song you used on the video! "My love" LOL I listen to it ALL the time now. I also have watched your new video at least three times. You make them so catchy with the songs you use. Yeah it's just a little different from the original. Here's a link to what the original sounds like πŸ™‚

        I mean it's not that much different, so no worries ^^ Plus I really like the verison you used anyways. I like the beat hah.
        Yeah I watched a few videos and asked another friend as well but I figured it out. I got pretty frustrated with it myself! I only made a 1 minute and 11 second video and it took me like TWO hours!! O__O It's crazy how long those things take! It's always hard to time things and sometimes I would time it right and then I'd forget to hit the record button or it wouldn't work when I hit it -.- THAT was annoying too.
        Here's my video I made. It's a preview to the first chapter of my new generation. It's not the best, I know… but it was my first time making a video with that thing-y. So I hope I did okay.

        Basically the 7th generation heir – Ryder – killed someone one night after he finally snapped from being tortured from him (him as in the red haired boy; Liam) for so long. Ryder's mom died sacerficing herself to let Ryder live. She could of terminated her pregnancy but she loved him so much to keep him alive by letting herself get worse and then finally die (after he was born). She had a condition and she needed to take treatments for it but she had to stop the treatments to keep Ryder alive and growing. So anyways, this boy (the on one the ground) has tortured him his entire life. Hurting him, lying on him, saying cruel things about his mother… so Liam did this one last thing to finally blow Ryder's top. The preview is showing him the next day and this man that you see has something to do with an evil corporation. He's going to sway Ryder to do bad and tell him what he did just made him powerful and if he liked it he could do it more and more…. Sorry, just had to explain … hah lol
        You're welcome! With mine, I mean I try to make them look hot… but they always just come off as adorable. Like it went from Noah (generation 6) to now Ryder (generation 7) and it's like it went from 'aw he's cute' (Noah) to 'AW how adorable! (Ryder). Seriously, I want hot not adorable! LOL okay I love adorable too ;P Yeah maybe it is! They do have that sexy look in their eyes haha. Oh I KNOW! They really are dreamy. Why is it that he got those eyes and hair of his mom, yet not like any other vampire? Or are you going to mention that later or did you mention it and I spaced and missed it? Lol I'm just curious is all ^^ LMAO!! XD Sexy romance with him… oh my god that's three times you made me bust out laughing !! Yeah when I first discovered his mods I was like "So this is what heaven feels like" Seriously I HATED setting up scenes before! Then his mods were found and everything is just SO much easier on me now! OH YESH! Poses are a MOST! Those things are AWESOME!
        Awww thanks again ❀ N'awwww Robin! That's so kind of you! You don't have to do that ^-^ ❀ Nah, you are πŸ˜€ ❀ *hughughuggggg*
        LOL I really don't mind long comments! I just copy and paste them into word doc. and just reply to a paragraph at a time ^-^ It's always fun talking to you and learning new things. OH and you always make me laugh too! :] LOL well maybe, but I'm almost very fond of guys myself πŸ˜‰ I catch myself thinking about guys constantly haha LOL I also make huge post too but that's just cause I like talking πŸ˜€ OH and I would not mind if you never stopped writing your stories ;D

        LMAO! You're so goofy!! <333 I love it. HOW did you even find a video like that?? hahahaha XD ❀

        Now you have to read my LONNNNG post! haha


  27. Hey before I reply to your wall of text (lol) I read the front post. I’ve been e-mailing Jed non-stop since I found out he was in the hospital. It scared me half to death! Me and him been really good friends for a year now and to get so close to someone and hear something like that happen…. Jeez did it give me a wake-up call. It’s funny that you said you’re going to get him something because I made him this cute little post-y thingy with sims and told him that I was going to get him a present from the sims store too! Hah πŸ™‚ At least he knows we care about him ^^

    • sorry it took a day to get back with you! I know what you mean. I couldn’t believe he was in the hospital! Holy crap, it’s not something to take lightly either, his condition could be considered serious. I feel so bad for him. 😦 The only thing I knew to do was to gift him something, but he hasn’t written back yet. Awwww, so you’re going to get him something too? Well that’s great. Wait—- does he still have his account on the sims then?? If so, I can go ahead and gift him too. I thought he got rid of his account!! And wow, you have known him a loooong time. That is so awesome that you two have stayed close for so long. It makes sense though, because both of you are truly wonderful people. Not to sound cheezy, lol.

      I sure hope he gets through this OK. He’s such a good person and doesn’t deserve this shit. :/ Why does crap like this usually happen to the good ones? Ugh.

      Let me know if he still has an account on that site. I don’t even remember what his username once was on there! O_O

      ttys, Jax! ❀

      • That’s alright Robin! Oh neither could I. When he told me on Sunday that he was in the hospital I wasn’t the same since. I was SO worried about him and I may have cried a little when he told me it was getting worse… I’m SO sensitive and Neurotic- Combine those two and you get a mess, lol.

        Oh I know, it is serious! Although, he messaged me today and told me that he went home and that he has to inject himself with shots for a while… which really sucks but I’m just happy he’s home and I believe that’s where he’s going to stay! There is no going back to the hospital for him… I Yeah I’m going to get him whatever he wants. He just has to tell me when he’s feeling a bit better because he told me he feels like crap. I DON’ T KNOW why the bad happens to the nicest people! It makes NO sense!! Awww and you’re not cheesy ❀ That was really sweet of you.

        Yeah I have known him for a while now. It's crazy how fast a year went by O__O

        Oh and here's his account πŸ™‚

        ttyl Robin ^_^

  28. THANK YOU SO MUCH for giving me the link to Jed’s MyPage. I gifted him 3 things so far, he only has 4 on his WL. He needs to put more stuff on there, because now you only have one thing to gift him. LOL. But I am so glad he’s now home. That is good news. I hope he keeps up with the shots and doesn’t miss any… That is so scary. I don’t want anything to happen to him either, Jed is such a wonderful guy. 😦 I don’t blame you for crying. He’s one of those rare, genuine, good people in the sims community (like you are, Jax) and don’t want to lose him.

    Aw, so he’s still feeling like crap? That makes me feel so awful for him. *sigh* dammit he doesn’t deserve this shit. πŸ™„ it sucks. Why couldn’t it happen to one of the many assholes in the sims community? I know that sounds mean, but God there are so many assholes around who are really awful people. I know I’m not perfect, but you know what I mean! On the forums just today, some bitch called another simmer ‘dumb’ just for asking a question on the forums!! UGH.

    ttys and *hugs*

    • You’re welcome Robin! I told him that I was going to gift him when he told me what he wanted. Of course when he feels up to it though! I’ll just see what he wants and then buy stuff for him. I’ll probably get him a couple things too. I’ve bought him so much stuff from the store, Idk what else he wants XD I told him I gave you the link to his page and that we both were not taking no for an answer hehehe πŸ˜‰

      I’m glad he’s home too but I still worry for him. I just want him to be 100% again and back to being the normal absolutely funny and goofy guy that he always is. Even in his pain he was still poking fun at himself ❀ haha He's such a sweet person ^_^ Yeah of course I would NEVER want to lose him! He's too awesome of a person to lose. I know I never met him in real life or anything but I can't help but feel attached to him. I know I sound crazy but when I become close to someone… gosh do I ever keep them close πŸ™‚ Like you! I'd be so upset if something ever happened to you! ❀

      Yeah from what he told me his stomach has been on the fritz and I'm guessing his legs are in pain and his body is probably really weak from all of that. Now that he is home now I bet he will start to feel better. There is NOTHING like being in your own bed in your own house.

      No it doesn't sound mean, you're so right! Why couldn't have been those people? I mean they deserve it, not Jed. Okay that sounded a little mean but I don't care… it's the truth. Karma needs to bite them where it hurts! Humph!


      laters ^_^<3

    • Hey Robin. I know that I have a comment from my other blog on here that is in moderation. I hope that helps with your problem if you find it somewhere in your comments πŸ™‚ It’s because I changed my name on that blog to ‘Jax’ that it did the moderation thingy.

      I posted that comment a few days ago. Like maybe 3 or 4 days.



      • Oh really? I could’ve sworn it was my own, the only reason is because whenever I click on the ones that are supposed to be moderated, it only shows my own. O_O But that’s ok if they’re yours, LOL. Sorry I missed your comment. >.< I was so busy last week with the simpoint contest and stuff. Thanks for letting me know, though! πŸ˜›

        *hugs back* πŸ˜€

        edit: sorry I haven’t responded to your videos and long post. I didn’t even know you’d posted those! *facepalm* thanks also for the video of that song, haven’t listened to it yet but I will. I hate trying to find the right version of a song and it’s the wrong one! πŸ˜› LOL. Also have you heard from Jed? I hope he’s doing better….

        edit 2: finally saw your comment a few pages back, but didn’t find the second one, LOL. That’s ok though it’s no biggie. I just thought that WP might be glitching again. *hugs*

      • Yeah, I saw that you were getting frustrated with it so I thought I’d let you know one of them was mine. Really? Now that’s just dumb. WordPress needs to fix that. It’s been sending 1000 comments from every blog, not showing the right comments to be moderated and letting SPAM through on my blog!! Seriously…. what the heck are they doing???

        Oh that’s okay Robin. I figured you’d answer it when you could ^_^ Oh yeah, the song haha. I forgot I posted that song. It’s not much different than the version you used, so no worries ^^ Yeah I’ve heard from Jed lots of times. He’s still not feeling so great, but at least he’s not in the hospital. LOL yay for finding the comment πŸ˜€


  29. LMAO at the t-shirts! Esp. the last one! Omg I was laughing so freaking hard! Bwuahahaha!! XD

    • hey there Jax! Sorry again for the late, crappy reply. 😦 I wanted to thank you for liking that one post with the shirts. Those were pretty crazy shirts, eh? I thought V’s PJs were really really hilarious! That one splatter thingy just happened to fall on the right spot! πŸ˜†

      Thanks again for letting me know about the comments. Actually only one was yours, another was from someone else. I had missed her comment a while back too. 😯 Wait— WP is letting spam get onto your blog?? WTH? I never know what’s going on with WP anymore. Seems like they’re always having glitches or some crap. Ugh! Well, sorry your having issues with your blog too. At least now I’ve approved those comments!

      Well, maybe Jed will get to feeling better soon. I hope so.

      About that song: dang, I deleted a bunch of stuff off the front page of my blog today. It was getting a little cluttered! I might put that one video back up again sometime. Not sure yet.

      I haven’t slept in forever (edited the rest out in case a particular troll blog decides to read this πŸ™„ ).

      ttys, Jax! πŸ™‚ *hugs hugs hugs*

      • Oh it’s alright Robin, no need to apologize πŸ™‚ LOL you’re welcome! That page deserved to be liked, those shirts were so freaking funny. Oh my gosh, I KNOW! That just happened so perfectly… that is too funny!

        Oh you’re welcome and yup only one was mine. I’m happy you found that other pesty little comment because wordpress sucks butt in trying to work right. YEAH SPAM! I was like WTH??? It’s not even in english! And it linked to some cigarette ad thing!

        Yeah I noticed lol. I really do love that video of Louis dancing. He’s such a cutie-pie! πŸ˜‰
        27 hours?! HOLY CRAP! I’d be dead if I didn’t get any sleep for that long! Once I get really tired I start to act like I drank something I shouldn’t O_o My friends tell me I look and act drunk…. I don’t normally like to get myself that tired O_O

        I’m sure it’s not that bad! And even if it is, well screw the people who would have something to say to it πŸ˜‰ You’re writing is awesome.

        ttyl! *huuuuugs!*

        And hopefully you get some shleep soon!! ❀

      • haha, thanks Jax. As for that page with the shirts, thank you again for liking that too! πŸ˜› I know, I never even meant to make those PJ’s like that, it just happened perfectly, like you said. *giggle*

        Oh yeah, sure did find it. Like I said, I actually thought they were my OWN comments πŸ˜† now I feel stupid! But one of yours linked to a cigarette ad?? Maybe your settings are wonky? Did this stuff just start happening recently on your blog? If so, it does sound like a bad glitch or something. Unless you might have a hacker (I doubt it, but you never know).

        Definitely! Louis/Lucifer is gorgeous as a YA. Can’t wait until I get to the part of this story where he’s grown up. *snicker*

        Yes. Finally, after being up (edited out due to troll blog) I was able to get some sleep! Of course I woke up today with a migraine headache (that one was from caffeine withdrawal because I stopped drinking coffee the other day to try to get some sleep). So then I took painkillers and everything’s good again. 😯 Holy shit. Then like I said, I was also stressed out about posting chapter 104.


        Yes, if you’re that sleep, you do act drunk; and you almost FEEL like you’ve drank a little too. It’s weird. But I’m almost used to it, 24 hrs is like nothing to me anymore. When I went to Ohio I was up for 36 – 40 hours or something. I know that’s hard to believe, but trust me I kept counting those hours over and over because I was freakin’ losing it big time. That was the first time I went there because of my mom (when she was still living) and I’d helped take care of her during her chemo. Her chemotherapy started just a few days after I got there and the steroids she took with it made her hyper and belligerent. My oldest daughter was with me too, and she didn’t get much more sleep than I did. But anyhow, I didn’t get any sleep the last few days I was there and then the trip home. LOL, that’s funny that your friends say you look and act drunk whenever you don’t get enough sleep. Hell, I look like dog shit when I don’t get any sleep! Makes me look TEN years older!! Then when I get too much sleep (like I do when I’m on the Xanaxes) I look a few years younger than my age. πŸ˜†

        Awwww thank you Jax. I’m just worried about disappointing those that really like the story. Like you said, to hell with the trolls (if there’s any lurking on there, that is). πŸ˜› You are sweet, though, and I appreciate the kind words. ^_^

        *hugs hugs* tehe! ttyl!

  30. Happy Birthday to one of the most awesome friends alive!! πŸ˜€ <33333 I don't have much points, but is there anything you wanted? I could buy you something πŸ™‚ Your page is set to private so I have no idea what you could want ;p

    <333 *hugs* Have a very awesome birthday Robin! ^_^

    • Aww! You are so sweet! But that’s ok, I’d rather give than to receive. πŸ˜€ Also I still have a few hundred left over simpoints anyway of my own. So you use yours to get something you want. I appreciate the sweet idea though! As for my page being private, I did have it set up to be private months ago, but I didn’t think it was still private. O_O Also, I don’t have anything on my WL anyhow. Like I said, I really appreciate the offer!

      hehe, I got everything I need. <333 Thanks again, though!

      *hugs hugs* you are the best, Jax!! ^_^

      • Aw, are you sure? It wouldn’t be a problem at all πŸ™‚ Lol yeah, I went on there to snoop around your wish list but it was private. Well, the page was anyhow. It did show you didn’t have anything on there but I’d thought I’d ask anyways.

        Alright, if you’re sure… but if you change your mind πŸ™‚ ❀ Just let me know.

        Awww, no you are πŸ˜‰ Heheheh <33 How was your birthday?? ^^ *hugs*

      • Oh yeah I’m sure. Thank you though! You are sooo nice, Jax. *HUGS* ! You really are a sweetie.

        Haha, thanks again! And sorry it took me a couple of x-tra days to write back to this. You know me… *facepalm*

        My birthday was great. Didn’t need anything so I just got some pizza from Little Cesaer’s (not sure how to spell that). It was goooood! πŸ˜› Though I did get the Town Life Stuff the other day from Amazon… it was less than $7 on sale, for the download. πŸ˜€

        How’s everything going with you? Were you able to get that Alienware yet? And are you out of school yet? Also how’s the driving been going? :mrgreen:


      • Alright, if you’re sure πŸ™‚ Aw thanks Robin! So are you! ^_^ *hughug!!*

        Nah, it’s okay! I’ve just been bed ridden for the last 4-5 days because of having the flu :/ It didn’t help to have a small fever and then it being so hot during the day; making me all sticky and gross and annoyed. Plus being weak and dizzy and shaky… sigh…

        I’m glad your birthday was great! I think that’s how you spell it, hehe. That pizza really is good! SEVEN!? That’s it??? Me want! LOL. I have all the stuff packs except that one. Well, and I won’t have the Katy Perry one either -.- I doubt they could give that one to me, it’s so stupid.

        Well besides being sick, I am not getting the Alieanware right at the moment. You see, my dad needed to get a new car so he said if I waited until September he’d give me an extra 100 dollars for my graduation so I’ll get 600 instead. Plus I got my ring, I’m going out to eat with my friends and I get a party a week after I graduate πŸ˜€ So I feel like a little kid on Christmas hehe. So I’ll say my 127 I have now, then money from my party and plus my 600 and I’ll be able to get it right before I leave for vacation in September! Lots of awesome happening πŸ˜‰

        Driving? Mehhhh…. I’m not so good at driving a mini-van. I’m waiting until my dad buys this new-old car he’s been talking about from his friend. I think it’s a ’97 but he says older cars run better because they’re not made of fiber glass. I dunno, he’s the mechanic not me hehe.

      • Oh and no, I don’t graduate until June 9th πŸ™‚

      • Ah, okay. June 9th? Have an early congrats, either way! πŸ˜€ *hugs* !

      • K, this is in reply to your last longer post from 2 days ago: yeah I’m sure about the gifts! And YOU are the sweetest person ever. And you’re welcome! *hughug* back!! ^_^

        Oh noooooooooo, I am so sorry you’ve been sick! Having the flu really really sucks. 😦 I sure hope you get to feeling better. Oh no, it sounds like you really have a bad case of it. So sorry… If I have enough simpoints left I should gift you. Maybe it’d help cheer you up! I think I have about 100. LOL, I’ve been buying some odds and ends. Stuff that I really don’t even need… *facepalm* Sorry again you’re so sick, Jax. You don’t deserve that…

        Oh hell yes I love LC’s pizza (I’ll put an acronym so I won’t have to spell it out LOL. Then again, I’m not sure how to spell acronym either). πŸ˜› Yes, that SP was on sale for less than $7. I couldn’t believe it, and I could NOT pass that up! Unfortunately I think that sale ended not long afterward. If I would’ve thought, I would’ve posted about it on this blog. I’d heard about the sales on the S3 forums. The peeps on there aren’t all bad, at least. A lot of them are really nice. I think one of the nicest ones on there is a simmer called Mikezumi… but I’m going off on another tangent. >.< You can tell I've gotten my Xanaxes again. Whenever I take them I yap too much! LOL. Anyhow thank you for being glad I had a great B-day! I just hated to turn another year older. XD God, pretty soon I'll be 40. *shudder*

        haha you don't like the new KP one. I know where you're coming from. A LOT of people hate it! It's just okay to me. Some of it can be used for special-type of lots, but that's it. A lot of the hairstyles are just silly, and I definitely do not want a cupcake bra on my femme sims. :/ And why the hell didn't they utilize the theme to make any children's clothes?? Ugh.

        September? It'll be worth the wait I'm sure. Mine's really fast on sims, however the Alienware does have some hiccups or whatnot… so just a warning. Oddly enough, on my laptop (which isn't nearly as good as my Alienware) I was able to easily and quickly switch back and forth from my S3 game to the internet, desktop, etc. But on my Alienware it's waaaaaaaaaaay slower when I do that. I have NO idea why. It's very weird. Anyhow, congrats for getting it in a few months! Truly, it does play sims very smoothly and fast.

        Well maybe the car will do better! I wouldn't want to drive a van either. Actually, I never liked driving. It's ok in the countryside, but driving in the city always made me nervous.

        *huuuuuuuuuugs* πŸ™‚

  31. Oh my gosh! That picture with the trolly thing going up the hill, I’ve been on that thing! Lolz. I got all excited because I remember going to Pittsburg a few years back. I live about 6 hours away from there. ^^

    Oh and the pictures he got are amazing o.o

    • Oh and here is my reply to your comment ^^

      Alrighty. I was just double checking πŸ˜‰ N’awww<33 You're awesome Robin πŸ˜€ I read all that stuff you said about those rotten people (maresnest or whatnot) and I have to agree with you. I can't believe how ignorant and rude those people are! They get views just because they are mean and evil to other people over the internet. She believes that trolls should die? Hmmm… yeah interesting considering she is the queen of them -.-
      Yeah I know, being sick was not fun at all. I was completely stuck in my bed and it was driving me up the freaking wall! I kept complaining to Jed because I needed someone to complain to hehe. I'm feeling a lot better now but it was horrible. Awww Robin you don't have to do that. Honest. πŸ™‚ You keep it. LOL yeah I always do that. I'm buying this and that and this and that. I've bought so much stuff from the store O_O It's like I could buy points but I wouldn't know what to use them on. EA keeps coming out with usless sets. Are you going to ge the new disel SP? I want it because… NEW CLOTHES! πŸ˜€ Yay! And decent looking ones at that! I know, nobody deserves to be sick, but at least I'm better now πŸ™‚
      Right??? It's such a delious pizza to eat! Yum! Wow you're so lucky you caught it when it was so stinking cheap! I would have snatched that up if I had the chance myself! Hehe. LOL it's okay Robin, talk as mush as you like ^_^ LOL well at my age I don't mind turning another year but I know when I get up there I'll be dreading it ;p You're not that old though Robin! You're only 37 right? :] That's not so bad.
      I believe that it could be used for like Berry-fied places but it's just too kiddish for me. I mean candy furniture??? Where would I use that in my story at all? I just don't seem to get the point of it. LMAO no way, never! I could never stick my girl sims in a cupcake bra, that's ridiculous. That's what I want to know too!! I want more Toddler stuff and Kids stuff! I'm tired of them centering EVERYTHING on adults. When they had that poll about picking a stuff pack, I got SO excited because I saw one geared towards Teens! I would ADORE that SO much!! But they haven't brought it out yet… I really hope it was the winner.
      Yeah I'm sure it will too πŸ™‚ That computer just seems so awesome. Every computer seems to have something that isn't perfect with it, but as long as it runs sims fast and can play better for me… well… then it's something I'm interested in πŸ˜‰ Slower, huh? Well that's weird O_o But like I said, all computers aren't perfect hehe.
      Yeah that's what I'm hoping. I seriously don't like driving big cars, they just feel too big for me O_o I don't know… it's just weird. Yeah, I haven't drove anywhere BUT the city because I live in it… Siiiggghhh.

      *HUGS!!!* ❀

    • hey Jax! OMG I can’t believe you’ve actually rode that too! That is so awesome. Jason (hubby) said he got to ride it (well, guess that’s obvious by the pic). It looks scary, in a way. LOL! But in another way it looks amazing. I wouldn’t mind riding that sometime. Again, that is so cool that you rode it too. I forgot that you live near that city (well, maybe not that close, but still). Awesome!!

      Yeah! My fave is the one with the rainbow! And wow, I never realized what a huge city that is. Not sure, but it seems bigger than Dallas…. O_O

      *hugs* will get to your other comment ASAP!

  32. Uhhhhh I wanted to watch your video but it says it’s blocked in my country O_o … We both live in the United States, so uh, weird… Can you watch it??

    • yeah I can watch it, but I’ll sign out and see if I can still see it. Not sure what the heck’s going on. >.< Will get back with you soon!

      EDIT: Okay, I’m able to watch it even while signed out… maybe if you try to re-start your computer you’ll be able to see it. Sounds like a glitch. I’m not tech savvy so I’m not sure what else it could be. 😦

      • I tried restarting the computer and changing browsers both nothing 😦 This makes me sad because I always love watching your videos. I even tried going on my ipod and that did nothing as well!

        Here this is what it says:

        I’m a freaking American… It’s not like I’m in another land off in Africa or something -.- It should let me watch it. Esp. if you can watch it too! Humph… 😦

      • I am seriously sorry about that Jax. The only thing I know to try is to post it on here… Can you at least watch it if you click it on youtube? WTH?? I know you’re American, I don’t understand it… *scratches head*

        (edit: hold on, I’m having issues trying to embed the video on here LOL)

        And here’s a link to watch it on YouTube in case that might help:

      • Nope it didn’t change anything…. Oh, Robin don’t apologize! It’s not your fault that youtube is stupid. I really wish I could watch it 😦 SO lame that youtube is doing this to me. I tried everything I could think of! Sorry for putting you throw any extra hassle!

        *huggles* Thanks for trying.

      • Well dammit, I’m too dumb to even know how to embed the stupid thing on here! I know how to do it on posts/pages, just apparently not on comments. I don’t see why there’s even a difference!! Grrrr. I even made it public. Maybe there is something you need to update on your end, maybe Adobe Flash Player? not sure, but there’s something that has to be up-to-date in order to watch youtube videos. Now is it only my video that you can’t watch, or is it all videos on youtube? Or just some?

        And yeah, youtube IS stupid. I’ve had issues with them in the past. However, once it was because something needed updating. I updated and then re-started my computer and it was OK again.

        Then again, even if you need to update that does not explain why Youtube thinks you’re not an American. It almost sounds like they have your country mixed up or something, like it cannot detect that you’re from the US? O_o

        WTF. I’m still sorry, though…. 😦 I wish there was something else I could do. I don’t know of any other programs that I could upload my video too, and then be able to embed it on my blog.

        Either way, I will try one more thing, but likely it still won’t work….

        *hugs* ❀ And you're welcome. πŸ™‚

  33. AAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH!!!! I signed out of youtube and tried to watch the video, and it won’t let me!! It’s because of copyright infringement!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK. I worked hard on that video!! FUck, fuck, fuck! Sorry for my language………………….. it’s not on your end, it’s the fucktards at youtube that blocked it.

    fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu………………………… 😑

    • OH MY GOSH!?! REALLY?! That’s so freaking messed up!! I knew it was youtube!! I KNEW IT! Stupid thing! Awwww! I feel SO bad for you too 😦 It’s probably the song. Gosh I can’t believe this. I know how it feels to make a video, those fricking things are not easy!! 😦

      *huggles you* <3333 😦

      • Oh hell yes. Lovely, isn’t it? Though it’s done this shit before. Plus I’m pissed because I still cannot get internet through my new computer, only my old laptop. Our internet is the worst company EVAR. Anyhow that’s beside the point. Right now I’m uploading the video to a different host site. Hopefully it’ll help, but likely won’t make a different because of my shitty luck. :/ well, I do appreciate you letting me know. I couldn’t figure out what the heck was wrong… πŸ™„ I’m really hoping that uploading it to a different site will help… I guess we’ll see, won’t we? >.<

        *hugs hugs* <3333

      • Yeah just peachy -.- I hate all this stupid copyright laws. It’s not light you just uploaded the freaking song! You put it to your own original work. Youtube makes no freaking sense! Wait, what? You can’t? Oh that is just horrible! What did your internet provider say was wrong??

        I REALLY hope that uploading it to another site helps. I’d hate to see all your hard work get flushed down the tubes 😦

        *hugs hugs* <33

      • Hey Jax, can you see this video now??

        Let me know!! *hugs*

      • I sure can!! Whoppee!! πŸ˜€ Sorry for all the trouble you went through. <333

      • Yay! That’s awesome! Now I have one more question… Can you see my real name on there? Like on the video where it says “From Robin ——-“?
        It’s supposed to be under the username of Jen and I don’t want it to show my full real name! Thanks for letting me know, Jax!!

        *hugs* It’s OK about all the trouble, btw! πŸ˜€

      • Yes it does show your full real name on there O.O That’s not good. I was actually going to let you know that because I had a feeling you didn’t want that on there; I mean, who does??

        *hugs hugs!* Thanks again though ^_^

      • *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*. I give up. I even changed it on that site, but it’s still showing my real name. GAWD.

        Thanks for letting me know. *hugs* Maybe I’ll try to change it again later.
        You’re welcome, Jax! *HUGS*! πŸ˜€

        edit: LOL it finally changed it to “Jen”, thankfully. πŸ˜€

  34. Robin 😦 Guess what happened the day before I graduate? My kitty had to be put down 😦 My bestest friend in the entire world and now he’s gone. He was 13 years old and I had him since I was 5. I don’t even know what it’s like to go a day without him there… I’ve been crying all day and I just feel like crap. It hurts so freaking badly. To top it off today is my brothers 17th birthday too… and now it’s going to be the day we will always remember that Tigger (my kitty) died on :/

    This week has been pure hell… :/

    Whoppee… for the start of my summer and the end of my school years. Freaking best way to celebrate :/ Sigh.

    I just need some huggles 😦

    *hughughug* <3333

    • hi Jax. 😦 I am soooooooooooooo sorry. Awww, so he was 13? If it’s any consolation (and it’s probably not) I know a little about how you feel. We had a cat for a few years and he had something wrong with his liver. He was really fluffy, fat and adorable. But he got to where he wouldn’t eat anymore and lost all his cute fatness. 😦 We took him to the vet and he didn’t think much could be done and thought there was a possibility that the cat had liver cancer or something. Hubby was going to put him down but couldn’t. so we paid $300 to try to save him, but it didn’t help. We gave him meds and had tests run, and he lived another 3 weeks but still didn’t get any better. It was sooooo hard that morning when we put him in the pet carrier, knowing he was going to be taken to be put to sleep. It was horrible. And yeah, I cried after that. Not all day, but I cried off and on and missed him a LOT. He was a good cat with a wonderful and sweet personality. He’d roll over and let us rub his fat fluffy belly (when he WAS fat, before he got sick).

      But again, I am so sorry it hurts so badly. It will hurt for a while, but it’s true what they say that it always gets better. I still think about my mom but it doesn’t hurt like it used to. Oh, no, your brother’s b-day was yesterday? Oh that really sucks. 😦 Aww, so sorry your week has been crap. I really am, Jax. You don’t deserve that. *20 HUGE HUGS*

      You are such a wonderful person. I don’t know why bad shit happens to good people. I know it sounds cliche, but it’s true. :/ I once knew this woman. She was married to my brother for a couple of years but they eventually divorced (they got married when they were way too young) but anyhow she was the sweetest person I’d ever known (LITERALLY). And she got cancer in her early 20’s and died of it around the age of 26. She’d went into remission for a few years, and then it came back. I’ll never forget her, or what she went through. She was such a beautiful person, there was no one like her (I think you seem to come close though). She was also pretty on the outside, which is also a rare combo (not to be mean) for a pretty woman to be a wonderful person and not catty.

      Gah. Hate cancer. Hate, hate hate hate it. I’m sorry to make this about me, I’m honestly not trying to. I’m attempting to make you feel a little better by telling you my own stories of ‘woe’.

      <333 more *huggles* to you hun. Also, love to you and I hope you get to feeling better, okay? *one more hug*

      What is your username on the I'm sorry I keep forgetting….


      • Yeah, he was 13 years old 😦 I loved my kitty so much Robin. He was my best friend and my baby. Oh my gosh, your situation sounds like mine. We paid about close to 1000 though (something my parents don’t really have right now) and it was his lungs closing up, his heart was failing and his liver. We tried everything. Then they marked the time as 2:00 to put him down so I had to wait one hour knowing that my cat was going to die at 2:00. I couldn’t even go to the vet with them I was so heart-broken… and still am. I just told my mom to tell him good-bye for me and that I love him 😦 My cat was really big and fluffy as well. He started losing weight though because he refused to eat as well. There was nothing they could do for him though. He was going to either suffer and die over-night or be put down and die peacefully. It just hurts so badly…

        To top it off, like I’ve told you before, my grandparents don’t treat me right. Today was thee most specialist day of my life and the didn’t come. Wanna know the kicker? They said they couldn’t because they let someone BORROW their CAR. If that’s not a load of crap I don’t know what is. I mean, I can take them ignoring me on birthdays and Christmas… but they miss this one day. I just… I feel like I want to blow my top. I’m angry and depressed… it’s just not the way I wanted to feel on my graduation day… it’s just not….

        I don’t understand why crap happens to good people either. I just don’t. Someone that sweet just doesn’t deserve to die like that; it’s just not FAIR. I mean besides my cat dying and my grandparents ignoring me on this important day I’ve been also going through other odds and end things. It’s just been left and right, none stop things happening to me. I just can’t take all this stress anymore! I feel like I’m going to lose it!

        I hate cancer too. I almost lost someone to cancer and she’s like a second mom to me. I just can’t imagine losing someone to it… I just can’t…. *hughughughug!!!*

        My username? Oh it’s spongeb0b.

        <3333333333 😦 Thanks for listening to my rants… I just… I have to come to my bestest friends for stuff like this… I don't know why… I just feel like I have to share it with you and with Jed because you guys are just always seem to be there for me when I need it the most. <3333 Thank you so much <3333

      • Aww. That is so sad. My black cat (we call him Stinx) is about 10 yrs old, and it makes me sad to think he might not be alive in 3 years. I am so sorry about your cat, Jax. I wish there was something I could do to help. I’d like to gift you some goodies on your wishlist, maybe that would help cheer you up, I just need to know if you have that one glitch to where items were gifted but were not deleted from your wishlist. That way I can make sure to get you something that you really don’t have. Just let me know so I can get you some stuff! However, I will say that I think they fixed that glitch… I think.

        It sounds similar to when my fat cat died. His organs started shutting down, starting with his liver (I think). Aww, shit, they actually told you what time it would happen? Gad. How insensitive!! I know what you mean, I could not go to the vet either when my cat was put down. I think Jason (hubby) actually cried. Well, he had tears in his eyes, you know. You know how guys are and don’t like to show much emotion, or try not to. Anyhow, awwwwwwwww your cat was big and fluffy too? 😦 Somehow it just makes it hurt worse, I guess because they’re so adorable when they look like that… almost like having a kitten that never grows up, but then dies. It’s so hard to lose pets. Sometimes they seem like your children. My sister had a cat who lived to be 22 years old! (I know it sounds crazy and unbelievable, but I swear it’s true). She was black and white and fluffy but not fat. It hurt my sister so badly when that cat had to be put down, but she was so old that it just wasn’t possible to save her. My sister tried for weeks and weeks to keep that cat alive, tending to her and waiting on her hand and foot. Finally she just realized the cat couldn’t be saved. But now she got 2 fluffy white kitten with blue eyes, and they are beautiful! They also have great personalities. I got to see them playing when I was in Ohio during the winter.

        Dammit, I also never congratulated you for graduating, Jax, and I am so freakin’ sorry. It’s just hard for me to keep up with my friends and their individual comments, and whatever’s happening in their lives. So… Congratulations!! Though it’s late, and though you had to go through a very hard time with your furry friend dying. Your grandparents treated you like that? WTH?? Well they just sound like (and let me know if I’m out of line) crappy people in general. You’ll have that in family members sometimes. Get this: my 11 year old daughter just had a B-day a few days ago and her own father (who lives in OH, my ex) did NOT send her a lousy f*cking card. No. Not one. My poor baby doesn’t deserve that. And her grandparents?? A lousy box of candy (WTF????) and paper b-day cards where it looked like they’d spent a grand total of 2 seconds designing and printing out. πŸ™„ I could punch them all in the f*ckin’ face. F*ck ’em. And you should say the same about those in your family who ignore you. Don’t worry about them. They’re not worth it <<<< and that phrase right there is truly something to live by, Jax. Trust me.

        I know you're angry and depressed. I've been there myself, hun. Soooooooooooooooooo many time. I just want to let you know that it gets better, it ALWAYS always does. It doesn't seem like it will, but believe me, it WILL. I think the worst time in my life was when I was pregnant at 18 and my BF was a doper and loser (yup, he's the same one in OH who didn't send my kid a B-day card, and yes with my own stupidity I'd married him and stayed with him all that time). Anyhow, when I was pregnant and talked a lot about the baby cause I was excited about her, my BF actually got JEALOUS. JEALOUS!!! Jealous of a freakin' fetus!! Jesus Christ (sorry for my language). The 2nd worst time (actually, that was THEE worst time of all) was when I lost my only baby boy back in 1996 on December the 1. So in other words, not only did I find him dead in his crib (SIDS), it was Christmas time. So Christmas was never the same after that. GAWD life’s a cunt. So in other words, I actually have had 4 kids, not 3. Then the 3rd. worst time was my mom dying around the holidays (yet again, another holiday death for fuck’s sake). πŸ™„ Anyhow I guess my point is this: Life’s a twat, but it does have its good points. And when it’s hard, it will always get better. You never totally get over certain traumas, but you do get better. I take Zoloft, but I think my mental issues were just something I inherited, not necessarily because of the things that have happened in my life. Also some of these things help explain my anger issues. Because if someone screws with me, I screw with them back about 10x as hard. πŸ˜†

        I don’t know if I’m helping your mood by telling you all this. *facepalm*

        Well don’t you lose it. Although they always say that once you hit ‘rock bottom’ there’s no where else to go but UP. Which is entirely true… it’s happened to me many times. Just don’t go do anything stupid now. If you need to talk my email’s You can tell me anything and it won’t be displayed on here.

        *hugshugshugshug* Jax you are truly a person I’d like to know IRL. Too bad you don’t live nearby. 😦 In a way, you would if I still lived in Ohio, I think.

        Email me if you need to, and let me know that all the stuff listed on your WL is stuff you don’t already own in-game.

        ❀ to you.

  35. Email? Yeah I think I’d like to talk through e-mail cause who knows who’s lurking and sometimes it can just be too personal (for either of us). I’ll mail you ❀

    • Jax, that sounds great. πŸ™‚ Yeah, a lot of stuff on here I’ve written is too personal. *shrug* I might delete some of that later, but for now I won’t worry about it.

      Hey, is your wishlist up to date? I’d like to get you some things. πŸ™‚

      • Yes it is πŸ™‚ Well, I think so anyways. I’m sure whatever is on there is stuff I wanted hehe πŸ™‚ That glitch is finally fixed. Yeah, it may be… and I’ve written stuff too… but we both needed that. We just needed to talk to one another at times and I’m not going to let it bother me either. We have like a book of texts on here. If someone actually took the time to read it all… then that’s disturbing. O_O

      • hahahaha, you are so right. If anyone actually read all of that, bwahahaha, they wouldn’t know what to think!
        Anyhow, glad that glitch is officially fixed! Haha, I’m gonna be so happy to gift you. I sure hope it helps to cheer you up, hun!! πŸ˜€ <33 *hugs* I will also look forward to your email!

      • I know right?!!? Just thinking about some creepy person just waiting for our next reply!! LOL! Or someone just going through and going “What in THE WORLD? O_o” But oh well, let them be creepy! hah.

        Oh my goodness Robin… I just saw the front page…. You’re such an amazing friend!! You didn’t have to buy me all of THAT! Holy moly!! <33333 I'm truly lost for words. Just thank you SOOOOO much for that. It made me smile SO very big πŸ™‚

        Oh and I emailed you just now! πŸ™‚

      • hey there again! Yes, about someone reading all our stuff… I figured a troll blog like The Mare’s Nest would read something and use it against me at some point (like they’ve done to plenty of others). Creepy indeed. πŸ™„

        hahahahaha! It was my pleasure! I had so much fun doing that! I just really, really wanted to cheer you up a little. I loved doing that. πŸ™‚ I try to be a good friend, I know I don’t reply as much as I should. That’s one of my biggest flaws.

        I am soooooo glad that made you smile Jax. You deserve it, and I sure hope it cheers you up for a little while longer. *hugshugs*

        OK! I will get to your email ASAP! πŸ˜€

  36. I just have to say, I can’t WAIT until Lucifer is an adult πŸ˜‰ Hehehe… he’s so hot πŸ˜€

    • Haha, won’t be long now!! πŸ˜€ He’s an absolute dream boat as a YA… *swoons*!

      • Gah I know! I saw pictures! I read chapter 122 or 123 over like 4 times because I found it SO freaking funny. Seriously Robin, you had me rolling with the whole “Hormonal Lucifer” bit XD ❀

      • LOL! well thank you Jax! And sorry I haven’t emailed back in so long. Most of the time I’ve been pretty busy, then I finally installed SN today, then it took me forever to figure out how to redeem the stupid code for the Diesel SP. Ugh. Plus I’m having problems with my Firefox web browser. For some reason my Bloodlust blog is totally screwed up on it?? But it looks ok on IE. I don’t like IE, though, because the pics load too slowly.

        Thanks again for your comments, Jax!! *hugs* <33

  37. I’m posting this on here just in case you don’t see it on your other blog πŸ™‚ But did you ever see this concert hall??? It looks REAL! I thought of your Platinum story as soon as I saw it.

    Cool right? (:


    • Hehe. Thank you Jax! I will def check that out! πŸ˜€

      edit: Ooooooh hell yeah that’s AMAZING!!!! O_O THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I could def use it for Platinum!! Thank you for that find, Jax!! Wow. I wish I would’ve had that before!

      ttys, and TY again!! *HUGGLES MY FRIEND*

      • You’re very welcome Robin! πŸ˜€ I knew you’d like it, it just fits so perfectly with your story. The audience is huge and awesome ^_^ I love the cat walk type thing going down the middle too. Like how you can touch fans hands and the big screens.

        I can’t use it anytime soon but I thought you could ^^ ❀

        *huggles youuuu*<33333

      • heck yes it does fit well with my Plat. story! It’s totally awesome. Thanks again! πŸ˜€ Yes, I love that cat walk too. Never seen such an awesome lot/stage. O_O Yep I can def. use it!

        haha check this out Jax: Make sure you scroll down to my response to this bitch named Chemical Wibs. It’s awesome and hilarious!! πŸ˜› My comment is near the bottom! πŸ˜€

        And *hugs back to you!* <3333

  38. Hey Robin? How do I get the Hybrid mod to work? I tried updating it to the newest, but I already had the newest when it wouldn’t work. What am I doing wrong? O.o

    Thanks in advance! πŸ˜€ ❀

    • Hey, have you tried updating to the newest version of Master Controller? You have to have Master Controller for the Hybrid mod to work, and you have to make sure you have the latest version of Master Controller. I’d had the same issue and all I did was update MC, and now it works.

      After that, you bring up NRaas, then Master Controller, then Intermediate, then occult, then you choose what occult you want. If you want a second occult added to your sim, do the same thing. It should let you have more than one occult… again, as long as you’re updated to the latest MC version, and Hybrid version as well. Make sure you also have the correct version that correlate with your patch level on S3. Hope that helps!!

      *HUGS* and you’re welcome!!

      • I laughed SO hard at your new story idea. Well not the story idea, but the end comment you made about the alien XD I would SO read a story about an alien if you made it!! I got excited just thinking about what it would be like. πŸ˜›

        You should go for it one day πŸ˜‰ And YAY! Platinum πŸ˜€ I’me excited!!

      • LOL! And can you believe Jason got me Seasons????!!!! I swear I didn’t ask him for it! I was going to wait until next year… he went ahead and got it yesterday! I got up this morning and saw it on my desk! What a surprise. I was happy to see it, but worried about any bugs it’ll have. *bites nails* so now I’m backing up all my data, then I’ll remove my mods, and then I’ll install it. O_O I hope I don’t have any issues.

        Heck yes I want to do an Aliens story now. A nice n’ dirty one, haha! πŸ˜› Oh, I know what you meant, you were laughing about the ‘green-u-know-what part’, and also the story idea IS kinda funny anyway. I wouldn’t blame you for laughing about that! πŸ˜† I thought about that yesterday, and there’s really no way to make a story like that serious… I don’t think. It would come off as a little ridiculous. πŸ˜›

        Thank you Jax!! You are so sweet. I’m still thinking about making it, and just hope it doesn’t come out too silly. πŸ˜†

        Also thanks for ‘liking’ the latest chapter, as always. You’re the best. πŸ™‚
        Oh yes, I’m still going to update Platinum. That has to come before any new story, lol.


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